Random Thoughts

• here, not to mention my fckd-up heath condition recently.
• sometimes I could just sit on couch for hours, while chatting with special person, and letting my brain explore almost everything that come up to my mind.
• I want the world to stop rotating for a moment, so does the other space objects. so for a moment, time would stop.. and universe would let me enjoying brief moments I'd die into for living there.
• everyone, everyone, always tells me to do things. criticizing on my way to live live. it's like I always do the wrong things. I never go right. while everyone else is always right. making mistakes is my talent. well, yeah.. the last one is right, probably.
• I'm the most stubborn person I possibly ever know. sounds arrogant? that's just my subjective judgment.
• but, I'm sick. sick of people telling me to do things. sick of their worries. sick of making them worry. sick of people's unfair judgment. sick of being helpless. sick of this sickness..
• this is what I have to deal with for the rest of my life.
• I just have to find a way to deal with it.
• like real soon.