Nothing Will Stop You From Trying

just look around my drafts and found this oracle. surprisingly interestingly true at some points. heck, I forget from where I got this prognosis. but this is just sanely true:

Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. 

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: you are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true. 

Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. 

The seriousness of your love: Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. 

Your views on education: You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job. 

The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. 

How do you view success: You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.  

What are you most afraid of: You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self: You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

Fate

People say that to fixed and certain chapter life is already set. for what happens as the result is always same whether we do something that way, or another way. decisions were already made. that's why for certain, if something has become your destiny since the very beginning, no matter what could've possibly happened, your destiny will still occur at the right exact time.

no matter what.

Morning-Unnecessary-Talk

my desktop clock shows that it's 8.30 in the morning. it's Thursday anyway. I used to be at college at this time.. but since my physics practicum has all done for this semester, I get morning free time every Thursday. but hell yeah, still got the Programing Introduction practicum at 11. how lame. college life mess me up. to be exact, college life mess my sleeping schedule and eat habit up. I slept at 1 am and woke up at 5 almost everyday these months.  seems to me that 6 hours of sleeping has become a luxury and precious stuff for students nowadays. but it's okay. complain and give up? am just way over them since this college has been my dream like ever....... well maybe I just need lil courage and support honestly. haha who doesn't anyway? I am so gonna be just fine, pals.

busy with college stuff, makes me missing my friends especially high school friends even more. funny though, every time I get the chance just even to chat with them, they always come up with the same exact question........ my love life. not that extrovert, I couldn't really say or just express what I truly feel inside. that's why my friends are a bit curious how this silly introvert girl's life goes so far.
and okay, the answer is.. perhaps plain.. flat.. you name it, whatever. I get some crushes, lose some crushes, and keep 'come and go' like that. long story short.. zero boyfriend potential. haha seriously. they say I couldn't fall for man that easily, but once I really fall for a man, well, you really got my eyes on you, boy. and that's the big shortfall of mine. shoot.

move on from love life, am having physic final test this Friday --which is tomorrow-- and feel totally helpless and insecure about the test... but the good news is that.... Christmas is coming to town. wohooo can't wait for euphoria. just so you know.. Christmas is my 2nd favorite day of the year after my birthday --again, who doesn't?-- sooo, maybe  that's all. it's so uncommon thing for me to write such a long post this early. gotta go to programing practicum then.

guten morgen.

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