Sudden Getaways

dad just told me that we are going to vacation tomorrow morning until Tuesday. so sad to leave Jakarta, but excited enough to have a getaway from this daily routines.
so see ya on Wednesday! :3

Raining Fireworks

today is so lame, pardon my rudeness here
but, this evening was not as bad as this afternoon.

I got a very bad mood this afternoon and I was stuck at home which made it worse.
I need to go. I talked to my self. someone should take me outta here. and I called Erd, and he picked me up in the next half hour. (so fast..)
Erd needed to eat so we went to mcd and I ate ice cream to lift up my mood. Ice cream is truly the girl's best friend ever. firstly I still acted so badly to him because of my mood and without any clear reason I was so upset with him too. my bad, erd. so sorry. and he still treated me sooooo perfectly well even I was so rude to him. isnt he a good boyfriend for me?

this evening was takbiran night and tomorrow is Idul Fitri for Moslems. so the streets and roads in Jakarta tonight was so extremely uncrowded, and there are soooooomany fireworks sparkled in the sky, in spite of the raining and the cold weather.

I really love this combination.
Uncrowded Jakarta, raining, evening, cold weather, fireworks on the sky, and my lover whom I hug so tight until I couldnt feel my hands again.

it makes my day, really.
thank you love ♥

Upset

Since too many unwanted person watch me on twitter, I think i'd write my emotion here.
Now on I'm so upset. Everybody seems very happy to make me mad. Even the people who should know me better. Yes, it's you man. And you too young lady. If I cant take more control of my emotion, maybe this post would be fulfilled by dirty words. And of course I can.

Semua salah, dan gue selalu salah. Gue yang pecundang, atau emang dunia yang mempencundangi gue?
sekarang, kalau lagi down kaya gini, gue mesti lari ke siapa?

Seriously I'm not in the good mood for everybody. And I post it from mobile phone.

Sat, Sept 19th 2.30 pm

after 4 days ++

welcome holidaaaaaay!

see ya guys I gotta go
spending time with my guys
and outta these daily stuff I used to touch
happy holiday, happy lebaran
meet you sooner,
xx

Goals and Try Out

looks like I didn't keep my words then another lack of updates here. 'busy' is always be my first reason before 'lazy' hehehe :)

oh ya hari minggu kemarin gue try out inten pertama lho. waw. gue merasa tertampar habis-habisan (sedikit lebay). kemana saja saya selama 2 bulan pertama sekolah ini? dulu saja awal masuk pernah berjanji ke diri sendiri kalo akan berusaha. tapi, apakah saya berusaha sekeras yang saya janjikan? jawabannya, ya tentu. eh tapi.... kurang sih sebenernya. hmmmmm, oke. tidak sama sekali malah.

hasilnya? peringkat yang tidak baik untuk diumbarkan disini.

kecewa? tentu.
tapi sehabis mengetahui hasil try out pertama itu, saya langsung mendapat konseling dari inten. dan kalimat pertama yang gue tangkep, 'apa itu berarti kalian masuk ui kalo peringkat try outnya tinggi?'
oke gue kembali tersenyum.

in baru awal, semua belum berakhir. lebih baik jatuh di awal daripada jatuh di akhir. karena itu perjuangan masih panjang. masih ada waktu untuk mengejar. tidak perlu stres, tapi jangan terlalu santai. ini baru awal, masih ada waktu.