High School Rules

ever wish high school would be as pleased and fun as 'High school Musical'? or even as full of drama as 'Gossip Girl'? keep on dreaming. not even close.

I once ever read in a writer's twitter page about high school. you know him, I'm sure. he wrote that twitter nowadays becoming more highschool. wondering what he meant about 'highschool'?
backstabbing. bullying. and grouping. couldn't agree more.

• backstabbing your friend with your other friend, while you yourself is being back-stabbed too. wearing a mask and still pretend to act kindly to your backstabbing friend.
• bullying the innocent juniors because of their existence, in fact you're just jealous and you were bullied too when you were still a junior.
• grouping with some friends, and think that your group is the coolest thing ever happened while the other group think exactly the same thing.

undeniable.
I know even you, the most talented and charming student in the school, ever done such a thing like that. in this case, I can't deny 'me' is included. passively and actively.

on the other hand, we can't fully and directly just blame on the people who do those stuff. because like a mirror, you see yourself when you get angry at those people. thus, I keep thinking that this fact is so dramatically part of our life life. this school thingy is a path we have to pass to get the maturity.

besides, there's a lot of things that so-called-high-school in a good way. hanging out after school time, dating hot guys/girls that you've been dreaming of but then.., breaking-ups, meeting new boys/girls, school's event, even party with your friends? so many more. but I know the most important thing you should remember is, the Laugh-out-louds. the friends.
it makes the phrase 'high school never ends' definitely true.

learning from this part of life, that high school is the transition time which puts you into the maturity from the childishness. when we were child, world is so beautiful and everyone is our friend. now from high school we can take the conclusion that life ain't a fairytale and most of people are enemies instead of friends. who knows? someday when we're already grown up, we'll laugh the stupid things we've done. and we'll become mature.

now what? I can't stop letting my self to write this. I apologize that I ever back-stabbed you, friends. or even wearing a mask in front of you. this apology is for the past, present, and maybe the future. people can't ever guarantee things rite? but I think I never bullied my junior. you can keep my words for this. kind of a nice senior? count me in. and about the grouping things? well it's a social issue. whole school is overall a group indeed. can we say we're a very big group here?

and, my highschool era is just 4 months left. let's see what could happen in 4 months.
so, stay highschool guys.
X

What I've been passionately reading lately..

..recommended. EPIC.

waddap world?

what has happened to me these couple of weeks is a total mess.
let's begin a brand new spirit of life! (cheering up)

a Letter to God

for all these weeks, everytime it happened I just wondered whether I could make it or not. and I'm still in the positive mind. I think that I could try to work it out later.
but now, when it keeps happening, I start to feel like, God try to show me the way and I'm too ignorant to realize, that.. I.. can't.. ever.. make it. sadly.

so Dear God,
please stop this feeling and give me Your Blessing Hand to raise me upon your shoulder..
strengthen my heart and show me the best way for me.
I always know You have given me the best cue,
and all I need to do is just keep seeking in Your Name,
I surrender to Your Hand, Father, as always....Amen.

Silent Scream

when you try your best but you don't succeed

I took a deep breath. but my world was falling. this headache attacked too sudden that I cant stand of. I got a sudden pain and felt so breathless. thus, my eyes kept capturing view all around me. people smiled, people laughed. it seemed everything was too easy to everyone and I was the only one loser. they smiled, they laughed. they deserved it all. they were not dumb. even if they were dumb, I was the dumber. I smiled, I laughed. a loser should make a fake smile to survive the world.my pride was still too high that I tried to stand on my dignity. maybe I looked fine. bcs I wont let people figure out that, I failed, and I failed. and I failed whereas everybody else could make it.
nobody could see me falling inside. nobody could see a sinking ship in me nobody could see..............
but I just can't endure everything and keep smiling. I'm not a wonder woman. I need to hit something, hit something so hard until could make that something feel the same pain as I had I need to jump, jump so high that I could see the whole world, get higher sight than everybody else could see. I need to cry, cry so hard until my tears all gone and I couldn't feel any pain again. I need to scream, scream so loud so that I could throw all my deep sadness that I've been keeping inside these days. scream and asking why

and Coldplay told me to fix me instead of fix you

When you try your best but you don't succeed

in this corner, I finally gave up of standing. losing my pride and my dignity. I down to earth, and realized all my fault, and I surrender to everything,

Lights will guide you home//and ignite your bones//and I will try to fix you

this is the roller coaster of my life. and this is the part of my life I called 'falling'. but I'm sure at the other time, someday, I will heave a part that I called, 'raising'.
raise and fall.

Late Holiday Souvenirs

visit my deviant art or click --> viviannettes

Hi

I'm back,
feel so sorry about being less productive around here. and I just figured out about my unimportant-so-short updates recently.
blame my lovely SCHOOL.

xxx,

Sudden Getaways

dad just told me that we are going to vacation tomorrow morning until Tuesday. so sad to leave Jakarta, but excited enough to have a getaway from this daily routines.
so see ya on Wednesday! :3

Raining Fireworks

today is so lame, pardon my rudeness here
but, this evening was not as bad as this afternoon.

I got a very bad mood this afternoon and I was stuck at home which made it worse.
I need to go. I talked to my self. someone should take me outta here. and I called Erd, and he picked me up in the next half hour. (so fast..)
Erd needed to eat so we went to mcd and I ate ice cream to lift up my mood. Ice cream is truly the girl's best friend ever. firstly I still acted so badly to him because of my mood and without any clear reason I was so upset with him too. my bad, erd. so sorry. and he still treated me sooooo perfectly well even I was so rude to him. isnt he a good boyfriend for me?

this evening was takbiran night and tomorrow is Idul Fitri for Moslems. so the streets and roads in Jakarta tonight was so extremely uncrowded, and there are soooooomany fireworks sparkled in the sky, in spite of the raining and the cold weather.

I really love this combination.
Uncrowded Jakarta, raining, evening, cold weather, fireworks on the sky, and my lover whom I hug so tight until I couldnt feel my hands again.

it makes my day, really.
thank you love ♥

Upset

Since too many unwanted person watch me on twitter, I think i'd write my emotion here.
Now on I'm so upset. Everybody seems very happy to make me mad. Even the people who should know me better. Yes, it's you man. And you too young lady. If I cant take more control of my emotion, maybe this post would be fulfilled by dirty words. And of course I can.

Semua salah, dan gue selalu salah. Gue yang pecundang, atau emang dunia yang mempencundangi gue?
sekarang, kalau lagi down kaya gini, gue mesti lari ke siapa?

Seriously I'm not in the good mood for everybody. And I post it from mobile phone.

Sat, Sept 19th 2.30 pm

after 4 days ++

welcome holidaaaaaay!

see ya guys I gotta go
spending time with my guys
and outta these daily stuff I used to touch
happy holiday, happy lebaran
meet you sooner,
xx

Goals and Try Out

looks like I didn't keep my words then another lack of updates here. 'busy' is always be my first reason before 'lazy' hehehe :)

oh ya hari minggu kemarin gue try out inten pertama lho. waw. gue merasa tertampar habis-habisan (sedikit lebay). kemana saja saya selama 2 bulan pertama sekolah ini? dulu saja awal masuk pernah berjanji ke diri sendiri kalo akan berusaha. tapi, apakah saya berusaha sekeras yang saya janjikan? jawabannya, ya tentu. eh tapi.... kurang sih sebenernya. hmmmmm, oke. tidak sama sekali malah.

hasilnya? peringkat yang tidak baik untuk diumbarkan disini.

kecewa? tentu.
tapi sehabis mengetahui hasil try out pertama itu, saya langsung mendapat konseling dari inten. dan kalimat pertama yang gue tangkep, 'apa itu berarti kalian masuk ui kalo peringkat try outnya tinggi?'
oke gue kembali tersenyum.

in baru awal, semua belum berakhir. lebih baik jatuh di awal daripada jatuh di akhir. karena itu perjuangan masih panjang. masih ada waktu untuk mengejar. tidak perlu stres, tapi jangan terlalu santai. ini baru awal, masih ada waktu.

Monday Blues

who said Monday is good? it's definitely not, and I totally hate Monday, as always.

oke mungkin ada pengaruhnya juga kemarin postingan terakhir gue kan jam 1, akhirnya tadi pagi gue bangun jam 6 kurang 15. dimana seharusnya gue berangkat sekolah jam 6 kurang 30. crap. masih agak percaya gak percaya liat jam di hp udah 5.46. pas nyawa udah kekumpul baru deh kan tuh panik lari-lari nyari anduk langsung mandi. (yes, I still take a bath even I wake up late. that's my ethic code as a student)

abis mandi gue langsung turun (lari) ke bawah. dan lemes langsung ngeliat meja makan bersih kinclong tanpa makanan. double crap. nyokap-bokap-adek gue semuanya juga bangun telat ternyata dan nyokap ga sempet masak apa-apa. no offense friend, I'm not fasting in case you're too curious to know. dan boleh gue ulang nama penyakit gue akhir2 ini? yep. radang lambung. dimana seharusnya gue ga boleh makan telat, apalagi gak sarapan. dan oh ya. hari ini puasa dimana gakan ada orang jualan makanan pagi-pagi gitu. dan kantin sekolah juga dipastikan tutup semua. triple crap. untung mama pinter, beli roti langsung 2 gue embat semua masukin ke tas.

udah jam 6 lewat ternyata, udah gak mungkin lagi nebeng mobil papa dengan kemacetan kalimalang ya amit amit kampay hoek banget itu ya. jalan deh keliling komplek nyari tukang ojek. dan ya ampuuun, gak ada tukang ojek! paniklah si eneng. mau gimana coba masa iya gue lari ke sekolah. namun tiba-tiba gue mendengar suara motor dari belakang, dan tampaklah tukang ojek nganggur yang bercahaya menyelamatkan hidup gue sambil berkata, 'ojek neng?'

udah kan setelah morning madness itu gue pun sampai di sekolah dengan sehat. ketemu rein, langsung gue bombardir dengan cerita gue. eh komen dia cuma gini,
'kalo gue jadi lo ya un mending gue ga sekolah deh.'
ya ampun, ide itu sama sekali tak terlintas di benakku. dan ya, tadi sekolah ternyata cuma nyampah doang gue. ga ngapa2in gila.

tapi ada yang gue suka dari sekolah gue nih, selama bulan puasa 1 jam pelajaran jadi 30 menit dan pulang sekolah jam 12.05! whoaaaa I love you SMAN 81 Jakarta tercinta!

oke kembali ke 'i hate monday' topic
abis pulang gue kan ke pijjahat ya sama temen2 yang emang ga puasa juga (maaf2 yaa huahua), abis ketawa ketiwi dan cerita ceriti kita pulang deh.nyampe rumah gue lgsg nonton dan leha-leha sambil main piano dikit-dikit kan ya. terus baru inget mau nyari nada dan chord lagu baru di hp gue. dan ya ampun gatau crap ke berapa kali. pas gue cari si hp putih kecilku itu gak ada. tapi bb gue masih ada (lega). udah siap2 kan tuh gue ngiklasin si mungil nokia, tiba2 erdian nelpon ke bb. ternyata hp gue ketinggalan di mobil ditoooo. ya ampuuuuuuuuun crap crap crap crap!

cant I just have a normal Monday?
well hope we'll get better tuesday tomorrow, we'll see.

hugssss,

V

p.s.: I've updated my tumblr! check it out! click here --> http://vavain.tumblr.com

Dagi Dig Dug Duwar

oke bukannya ngerjain tugas gue malah posting blog dan bala-bala di dunia maya tadi. bagus. finally I ended up with doing homework too hurry dan asal-asalan. pas udah selese, wih lega. pas jam 12 malem. abis itu tinggal print kan ya. eh emang dasar bebek bau giginya tonggos. printer gue tiba-tiba gak bisa dipake aaaaaaaaaargh tidaaaaak. gila panik belalang kupu kupu banget gue malem-malem gini nyari tempat print dimane beraaayyy. mana udah capek2 ngetik panjang lebar.dag dig dug kan jadinya woot woot. namun tiba-tiba hati gue berkata, tenang dulu tenang. coba cari jalan keluarnya. dan dengan cerdas nan eloknya gue sedikit mengutak ngatik printer serta komputer dan, bala! jadi deh print-an tugas gue uhukukuku. i'm so proud hik hik (terharu)

okelah sekarang udah malem, gotta hit the bed pals. besok sekolah jam setengah 7 cuy kurang pagi apalagi coba itu mah ('hah masih jaman sekolah? makanya kuliaaaah' kata mereka. eits, 'sabar yak setaun lagi kok')
KISSES!

Turning Blue Turquoise

(source)

I changed my layout themes. again for this month. someone once asked me, 'why red?' I answered 'because I am a passionate person as the red it is.' now, after I changed the color, the other asked me again, 'why turquoise?' and I haven't found the answer yet. malah bertanya tanya sendiri, iya yah kenapa jadi biru toska gini? oh ya. mungkin hal-hal ini bisa dijadikan alasan. this blue-turquoise is one of my favorite color. on the other hand, I'm chasing the institute which the color of the jacket is biru toska. else, I'm feeling blue rite now. that's it.

how was your weekend then? mine's bad. I keep getting mood swing and I don't feel like talking to anyone now. rasanya pengen pergi ke suatu tempat yang sepi sendirian terus main kembang api sambil lompat-lompat sama teriak-teriak. tapi takut disangka orang gila, gajadi deh. hhhm this week is a total mess, but the worst thing is, the fact that school starts tomorrow. duh.

anyway, Happy Fasting folks :3
luurf,
V

Finally, Proposal!

yaaa setelah ngider pengen nonton di bioskop sehabis beberapa bulan mendekam di rumah karena sakit kemarin, finally I went outside and watch movie. yuhuu. sounds pathetic uh? haha I dont care bcs yesterday I watched the best romantic commedy movie of this year so far,The Proposal

ceritanya ya emang cliche and typical, but I love to see the truly funny plot and conversation. Ryan Reynold is amazingly cute and Sandra Bullock is a real queen of romantic comedy movie. agak ngingetin devil wears prada sih apalagi tentang boss galak, tp it's much better than that. lucu aja ngeliat bos sama sekretaris yang tadinya kucing-kucingan tp lama lama fall for each other juga. aaa this movie is totally recommended for sure
my fave quote

Margaret, will you marry me? Because I'd like to date you.

Andrew Paxton

ciao movie lovers! <3

Say what?

the sentence I mostly said this week is,

" not even close "

dont ask me why cos I also have no idea as you are.
have a nice weekend birdie!

Mess Around

I'm totally a creep these days. finding my self dont talk to brother for a while (until now), and having an argument with father. what a great great great great week. taking me to the most guilty feeling, but this pride wins. don't blame me for making all mess around. I just cant help my self fooling around. I utterly did all foolishly. but this unfairness thing is killing me. well, it's the truth. if this world were that fair, the court wouldnt be exist anymore. then, the question is, does an apology still exist?

RT @vavain: I should hv support frm a place called home. Not this pressure. Thank you for making me a mess without seeing my condition. about 10 hours ago

RT @vavain: I'm the outsiders. Who's gonna outta here? about 11 hours ago

You've Got Mail

call me late, but I just watched this movie this afternoon. so 90's and I found out that this movie was out in 1998. well I'm just a kiddy that year so no wonder I just watched it now (pembelaan). and things I wanna share here is not how old the movie is but it's the movie it is. honestly, 'youve got mail' is so typical Hollywood movie and nothing more special to explain. but the story and its plot gave me alot of thought. its cyber love condition and the fact how the instant messaging and email was so useful attracted me.
too cliche, yes. but enjoyable to see the story. 2 people met in a chat-room, using nicknames and hide all the specification of the real life. then they met in real life as a rival and never realized that they kept sending email each other in the cyber world. until one day the man suggested them to meet each other and when the man found out his cyber friend was also his rival, he ran. he was away for a moment until he figured out his feeling, he fell for the woman. and so on. as another drama holywood movie, it ended happily with the man and the woman who felt the same way as the man, being together and be honest to themselves. lovely.

now on,as I'm typing this post and chatting with some friends, I'm wondering how the story is so impossible in this age. but we'll never know what's coming to us. so who knows?

p.s.: and my favorite sentences of the movie is

I wanted it to be you. I wanted it to be you so badly.

Kathleen Kelly

Communicative

so, this is how the communication working in this age
when you feel so bad to someone and you cant spill it out just write it down on the super cyber world. then, voila. that 'someone' might read it without question. without effect you real life. and both of your life still go on well.
very good. I'll follow this lifestyle. watch me

Song Of The Week

listen to the song I played the most on my ipod these days. dont know why. eventhough this is not a new song, it's just so............. umm suitable.

Comfortable - John Mayer
I just remembered that time at the market// snuck up behind me and jumped on my shopping cart// And rode down aisle five// you looked behind you and smiled back at me// crashed into a rack full of magazines// they asked us if we could leave
Can't remember what went wrong last September// though i'm sure you'd remind me, if you had to// Our love was, comfortable and// so broken in
I sleep with this new girl I’m still getting used to// My friends all approve, say “she’s gonna be good for you.”// They throw me high fives.// She says the Bible is all that she reads.// and prefers that I not use profanity// Your mouth was so dirty// Life of the party// And she swears that she’s artsy// But you could distinguish Miles from Coltrane// Our love was comfortable and so broken in.
She’s perfect// So flawless// Or so they say// Hey and// Say, Heyyyyy.
She thinks I can’t see the smile that she’s fakin’// Poses for pictures that aren’t being taken// I loved you
grey sweat pants// No make up// So perfect
Our love was comfortable and so broken in//
No, no, no, no I want you back// Want you back. Back// That you were my first love// Is just dumb, dumb, stupid luck// A technicality// You will always be ahead of me// Oh, oh, tell me// Why I have to practice on you// Why I have to practice on your heart// Oh

Memories Are Gently Turned into Dreams

you're awake. then start to think, 'it feels like a dream, which never happen. too contrast ' how easy the other passed it thru all this way, once you remember a vow, telling you a word; never. how sad. you do all effort to go thru the path, while the other makes it so easy to be over. having zero idea about the story line. it's unfair, yes it is. then you cry again for million times
and the other laughs again for thousand times. you're singing silly songs and fall asleep. close your eyes and get back, to the only place you could forget about the line.

tomorrow will be fine,
you promise yourself.

anyone wants to hug me?

just looked around my video data, and I remembered this. incredibly saaaaaaaaaad ;)
love & hug people,

V

Unreasonable,

people meet for a reason.
so what's your reason?

Freaky Friday

I skipped school again today. ya makanya bisa megang internet lagi setelah sekian lama. but I'm not membolos kok, my mom pushed me to. she said if I have no important lesson, just take a day off and rest all day in home. so I did it.

speaking of school, my senior year so far is much better than sophomore or freshmen year. it feels like you can go anywhere without any worry about the scarry senior and so on. people are also nicer after knowing each other for last 2 years. it's imperfectly perfect. why imperfect? yeah because as always, social and science classes are acting like a rival each other in the senior year. as always. how sad.

how about me?
me will hopefully go to Bandung next year. taking a famous public institute there, faculty of engineering or else. my parents's decision exactly. I personally have no decision. truly I have no idea where I want really go. I sooo much envy seeing my friends that have found their lifetime goal. how the passion works on them is really tempting. i want to have passion too. like them. and I need help. immediately.

today was fine. Thank God it's Friday.

what a coincidence!

just did blogwalking, and found an interesting coincidence from Olip's blog. kayaknya olip OL nya pas gue sakit kemarin, jadi pm gue gitu deh haha. anyway it's a print-screen of olip's windows messenger in case you come from another planet and dying to know what this picture means ;p

click the picture for a larger view,
you can see the same posting by clicking this

The Return of The Paperoni

howdy! sebulan lho.
benar-benar ya. saya sudah ketinggalan jaman dari dunia perinternetan. sebulan tidak menyentuh dunia maya di era internet sekarang ini terdengar agak keterlaluan ya.

haha.
tidak juga sih. saya sebenarnya terus update. saya terbuai dengan sebuah web jejaring sosial yang menawarkan banyak info tapi quicker and easier. without losing any energy by thinking harder about what to write. okay go on. twitter.
dont call me late, or mainstream, or else. I've been tweetling for months and its just fun to see the newest issue from your pocket internet. easy and quick. jadi jangan rusak kesenangan saya.

then, where have you been these days, Vi?
I ve been sick. pathetically sick. sakit yang merusak awal masa senior saya yang notabennya sebagai konsep buat tes2 akhir nanti. juga masa terakhir sma saya.
awal yang buruk? obviously.

sakit apa?
pertanyaan kedua terbanyak yang saya sering denger akhir-akhir ini, setelah 'sudah makan?'. Okay yang sudah follow twitter saya pasti sudah bosan mendengar keluhan penyakit saya. lagi pula ngapain lagi sih pake di informasikan di blog? ya ampun. ini kan blog saya jadi saya bebas kan ya menulis apa aja. silahkan kembali ke page yang anda baca sebelum membuka blog saya.
oke sudah. malah jadi ngedumel kan.
saya sakit radang lambung. sejenis gastritis atau apalah itu bahasa kedokterannya. saya lupa. awalnya maag. biasa, dari kelas 1 sd saya sudah punya maag. lambat laun semakin meradang berbanding lurus dengan usia. tidak, saya baru 17 tahun. bukan 71 tahun in case you're wondering my age. lalu mungkin saya terlalu terlena dengan liburan kenaikan kelas kemarin. hidup bebas, merdeka, melupakan si lambung mungil yang akhirnya terluka karena saya acuhkan. kena deh. 2 minggu absen sekolah. 2 minggu absen bimbel inten. 3 minggu absen EF. bukan berita bagus mengawali awal tahun pelajaran saya.

how about now?
sekarang saya sudah lebih sehat dan segar. Thank God. mata saya lebih terbuka tentang pentingnya kesehatan setelah 2 minggu tak berdaya di rumah. saya sudah kembali ke sekolah, bertemu teman2. saya juga sudah kembali inten dan EF. semoga mengejar pelajaran tidak akan membuat saya terjatuh lagi. jaga kesehatan. itu yang terpenting.
'I dont wanna see your worried face again mom, dad. sorry for making it all uneasy. i promise I wont make it worse anymore. trust me.'

sekarang, bagaimana kabar dunia?
dipantau dari dunia pertwitteran terus terang saya tidak ketinggalan2 amat. thank technology and pocket internet. the hottest gossip issue after the death of Mbah Surip is I think the Marshanda's Video. wow I just watched the video and feel eventually surprised. how come a Marshanda did such thing like that? unbelievable. but I personally feel that infotainment and media info just enlarge the main problem of her. well, hello 2009. where's our freedom of expression? weird though, but havent you just seen the other foreigners video? it can be much worse. so why dont we stop talking about her and just let her enjoy her life?
life sucks, anyway. so dont make it worse.

oke udahan ya gosipnya. mau surfing di dunia maya yang sudah lama saya tinggalkan hehe.

TTYL gossipers! xxx

School Starts tomorrow

Rise and shine people,
this year is not gonna be easy as our last term
but as long as we keep doing together and supportive
I know we can do it and pass it

new spirit, new term, and have a great senior year!


(sigh)

Daddy's Little Girl

I used to be called like that when I was young
when world seemed like a wonderland with various amazing things around
I played I cried then I laughed again
nothing in this world could hurt me so bad, I thought

now on I'm becoming a grown-up
things become more awkward, and world seems not friendly anymore
it pushed me harder to face the unfriendly world
then the choices started to appear, waiting for me to decide and choose
once I remember people said 'Life is a choice'
now I see what that really means. I should choose

but after a while, after making some choices
there's nothing better than ever. everything comes harder and harder
and I start to think,
how to make it better? is there any alternated idea?
what if I had mistaken to make a choice?

and, today I feel like I've been slapped
I just realized what I've caused
this young lil girl might have overstepped the line
and I disappoint parents again and again

sorry dad, but does apology still exist?
I know I was wrong and make y'all disappointed
I could see it in your eyes, dad, mom
don't deny it
sorry. and if only I could say this million times I don't mind it
happy anniversary,
and sorry again dad, this your good daughter has become bad
but even so, deep inside me I'll still be your lil girl.
always have and always will. I love you

Boom boom clap, boom de clap de clap

I said Hannah Montana the movie is 'boo'
but even so, ehem, there's a part that I like too hehe
that's when Miley sang in a country bar and did some cool moves too.
anyway, the coreo is simply to learn. you gotta check it out ppl, enjoy.

p.s.: Taylor Swift had a quick (great) appearance in this movie, lovely!



Hoedown Throwdown - Miley Cyrus

1// 2// 3// Everybody come on, off your seats// I'm gonna tell you about a beat// That's gonna make you move your feet// I'll give the Bar-be-que show// And tell you how to move// If your five or eighty-two// This is something you can do (woah-woah)

Pop it, lock it// Polka dot it// Countrify then// Hip-hop it// Put your hawk in the sky// Move side to side// Jump to the left// Stick it, glide// Zig-zag cross the floor// Shuffle in diagonal// When the drum hits// Hands on your hips// One footed// 180 twist
and then a// Zig-zag// step n' slide// Lean it left// clap three times// Shake it out// Head to toe// Throw it all together// That's how we roll

Movies (quick) Update

recent movies I watched this week:

-transformer: fine
-ice age [3D]: incredibly funny and entertaining
-hannah montana the movie: boo!
-inkheart: I have no idea, what on earth kind of movie is it?

Bye holiday, I'll be missing you A LOT

it's saturday however
and I'm gonna start the new term as a senior student on Monday
this monday
2 days away
monday
moaanday


gosh

tell me that I'm dreaming now, please

I had my vote

look at my inked-tiny finger <3

for the second time and
hopefully whom I had chosen is gonna win and make this country better than ever
love to hear that the election went well :3
agree country lovers?

Well umm

ya ampun udah setengah 5 pagi?
off deh ciao ppl


maaf yaaaa aku begadang lg, emg bakat ngalong deh '_'

Don't tell me you're Indonesian unless you vote for the election

anyway tomorrow is the Election Day, isn't it?
I'll vote, surely. I still don't know which one I'm gonna choose, but whoever will be chosen, I hope he/she will make this country better and better. I love this country, buddy. how bad our country is, I still love this. so just make sure you'll use your vote right wisely.
from what I heard there are some franchises will promote their free-giving products for the voters

Starbucks with a free cup of coffee milk

Krispy Kreme with a free glazzy doughnut

Pizza Marzano with 50 % off

ColdStone with also 50% off

so what are you waiting for? go and VOTE!
see ya soon for my 2nd election day!

Zero Update

so, it's been lack of updates
I've been busy these days dreaming on how pathetic my holiday rite now (sigh)

and now it's kinda 3 am, I still haven't felt the sleepiness yet
what am I supposed to talk dude?

holiday?
hmmmm so far is quite fun (read: boring), I mean although my dad isn't allowed to take any day-off and he's been so busy these days so that my family and I don't take any vacation for this holiday, I still feel the excitement of holiday

man just imagine it,
waking up at 11am, having late breakfast slash early lunch with own cooking, minding zero idea about school (remind me what's school anyway, I've forgot), watching tv series' DVD all day long, and late browsing whatever on the internet until the next morning

what on earth could be more relaxed and enjoyable like this?

days went by so easy and I have such as no idea about studying at all
it's bad, of course, remembering I'm facing my senior year --oh c'mon don't start this topic again

so this holiday is fun enough although most of time I spent being a (bad) homegirl, which is heard so boring. but I went to local entertainment places with my family, and I hung out with Erd a lot.
happy to spend day with boyfriend absolutely. the sad news is that Erd and I are gonna have different school time and course schedule that make us sooooooo hard to meet each other. the most possible day to meet is only Saturday. wew a week is gonna be longer than ever for me then....

counting on the 6 days left of holiday, tick tock tick tock

I see,

it'd better if we

talk less, do more

Wishlist Movies

movies

• transformer 2 (iya gue belum nonton)
• up [3D]
• ice age 3 [3D]
• harry potter 6
• year one
• ghost of girlfriend past
• funny people
• Cloudy with a chance of meat balls [3D]
• cake eater
• the boat that rocked
• public enemies
• 2012
• Obsessed
• two lovers
  
• the ugly truth
• doubt
• Julie&Julia
• my sister's keeper
• the lovely bones
• avatar
• management
• hachiko : a dog's story
• sunshine cleaning
• new moon
• Adam
• the edge of love
• the answer man
• final destination: death trip [3D]
  
• Sherlock Holmes
• Bruno
• love happens
• a Christmas carol
• post grad
• inglourious basterds

p.s.: the red is a MUST!


DVD

• he's not just that into you
• angus, thongs, and perfect snogging
  
• a lot like love
• when harry met sally
• freaky friday
• never been kissed
• love actually
• Notting hill

I'll post more details tomorrow, so make sure you're gonna check my upcoming posting!

Unsaid

sometime there's something shouldn't be said

the things that repeat over and over again
and it would be better to not mention things
the things you and I know

have you ever thought that saying something can somehow ruin everything?
think twice

When the last high-school-holiday begins

I just realized that my holiday had already begun
and terribly in 2 weeks I'm gonna start my senior year
senior year. I'm unready
and helloooooo? have you read my sentence in the 1st line?
are you sure you've read it clearly?
it's been already holiday, guys. ho-li-shitty-day

and I'd trapped home today,
not because I'm lazy or something
wait, do we have the same prob? your face answers yes, buddy
let me mention the biggest problem for almost all of high school student on holiday
we have no much money, sadly
very sad
where the hell all the money goes to?

seemed my last school event was lil bit uncrowded caused by most of my friends, and the other high school students have no much money to buy the tickets although it cost only Rp 10,ooo.-
anyway, the events worked properly.

the boredom really ruin my mood and I've been lil bit hyper-sensitive these days.
my sist just came over and asked me if she may open her facebook for a minuite, and I was angry at her because of that little, tiny request.
what a bad sister I am ;(

I really want to go outside this house. doing the holiday stuff
meet my friends and erd, watching at cinemas, spending evening at cafes, walking around, and shopping much items
and it needs money

who says money can't buy happiness?
money absolutely can, for this holiday

Garbage

you know
opening facebook these days, is totally worthless, for me

why do I must care about your favorite snacks whether oreo or pringles?
should I react when read your creepy personal dairy stuff written on your update status e-very-day?
and, will I remember the top 5 list of your favorite sour sally topping or heavenly blush?

maybe it's okay at first reading your update for fun
but while it comes too much, it becomes annoying for real
no offense friends, it's just another teenager opinion
I'm just looking forward for those who got same perception

whoa and I've got like zero idea to make up my mood

Masquarede

I fell it down
then it crushed almost everything

should I say, everybody wears a mask?

Bad and Good

hari ini ambil rapot.

dan gue naik kelaaaas!
plok plok wah hebat ya
udah kelas 3 aja
taun depan kuliah ya
hem abis dong masa SMA nya
terus gimana?
seneng ga di SMA? hem? hem?

nilai lumayan lho. agak merasa tidak pantas juga mendapatkan nilai segitu
terus tadi si daddy sempet-sempetnya lagi ngomong gini ke wali kelas gue, 'itu murid-muridnya tolong di rolling lagi ya buat kelas taun ajaran depan'
waaaaaaaaaaaaw papa jagoan hahaha
terus gue liat lembaran-lembaran rapot kan ya
bokap nanya, emg udah resmi naik kelas 3 nih?
terus gue jawab, ini ada tulisannya
'dinyatakan naik ke kelas XII blablabla'
pas lagi liat tulisan itu, gue liat tulisan di atasnya:

absensi
sakit 9 hari
ijin -
alpa -

oke syok ya saudara-saudara karena angka 9 itu tidaklah kecil
perasaan sakit juga cuma 5-6 hari
ini kenapa sembilan
9 lhoooo teman teman

1 minggu lebih 2 hari
langsung deh buru2 gue tutup itu lembaran2 rapot dan disimpen di tas
ga tau deh si ayah udah sadar apa belum

dan babe saya pun balik lagi ke kantor setelah ambil rapot di sekolah
gue pun di sekolah sampai sore

hari ini ada closing Cakrawala
lumayan seru lah ya walau agak2 sepay juga ha-ha
pulangnya dianterin kan ke rumah
eh si papa pulang-pulang bawain jam tangan
katanya buat hadiah naik kelas, terus udah kelas 3 jd mesti lebih disiplin waktu lagi
haha apa sih pap, sip deh makasi ya hadiahnya

heeeeeem I thought I've got lil bit too much chit-chat here
today's somehow got bad and good side
overall I still must feel greatful for everything happened, right?

so see ya buddy :)

To Be Continued

tadinya saya sudah mau nge post banyak, sudah saya draft
tapi belum selese, dan tiba-tiba mata saya tidak dapat berkompromi lagi
jadi kapan2 lagi aja ya teman

love love

ohya, jangan lupa dateng ke Cakrawala @SMAN 81 jkt sampe tgl 26 Juni mulai jam 7 : )

Moody

Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
-Hot n Cold, Katy Perry

old song.
but you know what it means
how come this feeling changes instantly
I'm getting upseeeeeeeeeeeeet!

Streetly Fighting

just reached home after going out with my friends, looking for money for my school events, CAKRAWALA <-- click the word
we went out and watched a movie in xxi pim, Street Fighter. yeah not really good movie, I don't really like action movie anyway.

but I got a cool sentence from the main role,

Never put a hand on a lady

-Chun Lie, Street Fighter

love it? hehehe
gotta go to bed now.

P.S.: Rein & Dito are celebrating their 1 anniversary tomorrow! :3

Lovely People

I just finished piano course before doing this blog
I know, even my best friend said that that's so poor taking a course on a (pra) holiday

and as I told you before, I went to my best friend's house this afternoon. call her ICUL. First, Erdian picked me and we went there. then, my another best friend had already been there. meet SITA. so there we were, spending a really really good afternoon at Icul's house.

Icul. it's so kind of you to let us come to your house and I'm hoping much for this holiday. also, tell me a story you haven't told to me immediately! anyway thank you for the food! :3
Sita. I'm glad to hear about you and your boyf. the publication clique and our dance team can also do the best hopefully. fightinggggg
Erdian. you're the best. no need more to say

aaa what a lovely day ♥

Webcam blablabla

yello ;)
I was doing nothing this morning so that I decided to play with the webcam. so I'm gonna share like a story board for today hihihi

today is not holiday, but it's up to the students
to whether come to school or not and I decided to not come bc there's nothing to do at school.
bbbut I really really already got bored staying at home
even though I haven't got my holiday yet. so what can I do to kill the time?

ah ya, I almost forget.

My school SMAN 81 Jakarta is hosting an extraordinary event, CAKRAWALA SPORT AND ART COMPETITION.
This even is started on JUNE 18th and is held on SMAN 81 Jakarta. Please come and join us, pal : ) click here!

in fact, for this pra-holiday I get a medium-lenght to-do-list until my school's event is done.
exactly all I wanna do now is having quality time with my best friends. Oh I miss them and also miss our best time. wondering if I can also spend time with fams and boyf. I wish so ;(

a-ny-waaaaaaaay

I really really need my bangs cut immediately
I've been looked like an emo girl and I need a change urgently. I suppose to cut it months ago, but hell yeah, I have no idea where the best place to cut my bangs SAFELY. I have too many bad experiences about bangs cut. any advice guys?

and guess what?
I get dark circle under my eyesssss
what the heck @#$%#$%^&
but it's not weird facing the fact that I always go bed above 12 am
no wonder to see this -.-





well, I exactly took more photos but I cant upload all here. moreover I'm going to meet my best friends right now. we actually feel the same about the boredom LOL

so see ya later bloggy! ; )

Click The Cursor

are you getting bored? try this, click!

http://2006.1-click.jp/index.html



wait for a moment, then play with your mouse. I suggest you to move it fast, then stop. and also try to click it. how fun! :3

Super Duper Grrreat Video!

it's Saturday night and I decided to stay at home instead going nowhere. sounds boring? yeah at first. until I surfed and youtubing, find some funny stuff. a way entertaining to my boring night. thank you erd :3
check this awesome video!



feedback is always lovely :)
have a nice weekend pal!

Live long and prosper - Spock ♥

have you seen this cool movie?

oh I have of course. and I absolutely like the effect and the stars of this movie LOL, the story? umm yeah fine. honestly I don't really understand about the time plot which was so confusing. I confess I've never watched the other Star Trek movies. bbbut c'mon, who's care? the actors who played so well here do matter the most hahaha

Chris Pine as the main actor, played Jim (or James) Tiberius Kirk so well. yeah I once liked him when he played in Just My Luck, Princess Diaries 2, & Blind Dating. He's one of the 'it' hollywood sexy guys. but in Star Trek, he played as a rebel character which is the character I'm not fond of. so let's just skip it

the man I mean, the cool actor I've talking about, the coolest character I've seen, issssssssss

SPOCK ♥

you know, Spock is a half-human and what makes him so different is that he's emotionless. I saw him first in a trailler, and I though he was a -ummm in Indonesian we call it 'cupu'- weird man. and it hit me. he's so handsome slash cute slash extremely cool in this movie! the best part of this movie is,

when the cute Spock shows his hand like this,

and say, 'Live long and Prosper'

hoooooooow loveelyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ♥

more pictures of Zachary Quinto, the actor who played as Spock :3

I'm always keen on a man with a full-frame eye-glasses ♥

aaaaaa so lovely hihi

P.S.:boyfriend, please don't envy him, I still love you alot anyway :3

Lalala

what am I gonna do today?

I've got nothing to do and it's kinda boring rite here
any ideas to kill this time pal?

Moving!

my plan was, I'd reuse and continue my old blog, but, it's just not suitable looking my life stories I'd posted about 2 years ago there with my recent life now.
well people do change, and my life has been going on alot.

sooooooooooooo, I made this!

it's been such a long time ago that I was blogging using blogger. but since my internet provider didn't work properly I decided to blog in wordpress temporally. hell yeah my home internet now is a way better than ever!

welcome back again bloggy! : D