in this mere world, nothing is permanent but changes. so by that simple statement, I hereby have a wish about self-change. cliche stuff. being more mature and less complaining things. more thankful. get a full control of self emotion. start seeing things from the positive perspectives. and so many tiny little cliche things else. ain't easy, but worth trying. these thoughts just peep out some days ago. the fairytale of childhood was over, and here I am facing the next phase of life in the 18th year of breathing this air. bottomline, I just wanna feel more ecstatic and enjoy my own life. is that too much to ask?
you know, if you want life to love you, love your life first. simply alive.
and that's everything.
