my desktop clock shows that it's 8.30 in the morning. it's Thursday anyway. I used to be at college at this time.. but since my physics practicum has all done for this semester, I get morning free time every Thursday. but hell yeah, still got the Programing Introduction practicum at 11. how lame. college life mess me up. to be exact, college life mess my sleeping schedule and eat habit up. I slept at 1 am and woke up at 5 almost everyday these months. seems to me that 6 hours of sleeping has become a luxury and precious stuff for students nowadays. but it's okay. complain and give up? am just way over them since this college has been my dream like ever....... well maybe I just need lil courage and support honestly. haha who doesn't anyway? I am so gonna be just fine, pals.
busy with college stuff, makes me missing my friends especially high school friends even more. funny though, every time I get the chance just even to chat with them, they always come up with the same exact question........ my love life. not that extrovert, I couldn't really say or just express what I truly feel inside. that's why my friends are a bit curious how this silly introvert girl's life goes so far.
and okay, the answer is.. perhaps plain.. flat.. you name it, whatever. I get some crushes, lose some crushes, and keep 'come and go' like that. long story short.. zero boyfriend potential. haha seriously. they say I couldn't fall for man that easily, but once I really fall for a man, well, you really got my eyes on you, boy. and that's the big shortfall of mine. shoot.
move on from love life, am having physic final test this Friday --which is tomorrow-- and feel totally helpless and insecure about the test... but the good news is that.... Christmas is coming to town. wohooo can't wait for euphoria. just so you know.. Christmas is my 2nd favorite day of the year after my birthday --again, who doesn't?-- sooo, maybe that's all. it's so uncommon thing for me to write such a long post this early. gotta go to programing practicum then.
guten morgen.
