30.12.10

Reflection and Resolution


2011 is just around the corner.. what a surprise. does time fly that fast? sometimes I feel like losing the track of time because time itself goes by faster than me myself runnin in this life. almost 19 years me living this world, 2010 is the quickest year so far. 2009 feels like yesterday just yet. and everything that had happened in 2010 is rolled and played in my mind just like a movie. so quick, yet so much happened.


I still remembered my new year wish for 2010. as you can see, twas my tweet last year, an innocent me wishing something special happens in 2010.. and well. 2010 was thankfully full of miracles. especially college, health, family, friends, and... love. despite getting another failed relationship and heartbroken(s) this year, I still got some lessons to be learnt.


earlier this year was full of struggling. my dad got sick, I was so weak and easy to get sick too, the struggles to get accepted in my dream institute, friendship drama, love drama, farewell to high school. whoa what a year. then just like miracle, thankfully in the mid year all of that struggling was finally paid off. my dad got his health back, I got accepted in the institute and so on. then, having a new life in Bandung, experience living outside home and being distant from parents. how to deal with changes and new environments. knowing the real definition of adaptation........ also lately I've met some new(cool and uncool) people. most of them hasn't taken any big part of my life so far, but some done just totally. and yeah, now I thankfully so enjoy my life. the point is, 2010 was full of hellos and also goodbyes. that's how it was for me.

moving on, now what is up with 2011?
my 2011 resolution is maybe no making any resolution. the whole concept of making a to-do list for a year is just not working on me, haha seriously. but I could make a wish list for 2011. a very long wish list which starts with education.

  • passing TPB without failing any subjects
  • majoring Industrial Engineering 2010
  • health health health no more hospitals medicines and emergency rooms
  • brother getting into Science class, sister finishing her studies well
  • d..riving...license (which has been on my list for two years)
  • a beach getaway
  • more live music concerts (don't mention Maroon 5)
  • last 10's birthday dinner with close people (please? before turning 20's?)
  • a bicycle! to make 2011-me more healthy........and skinny
  • and perhaps...... a mature, stable, long term, love relationship
if I write it down all maybe it will take lifetime just to finish the list. 

well that's it. 
so long 2010, welcome 2011. 
wishing all the better things in 2011. happy eleven!