To my silly annoying boyfriend,
who loves to joke around
and make fun of me,
who gets into my nerves most of the time,
and make fun of me,
who gets into my nerves most of the time,
whom I love anyway.
Happy first anniversary, Gilv.
It's really been a year hasn't it? Time seems flying away so fast, I still can't wrap my mind around it. It feels like it wasn't long ago since you asked me if I was okay with your working condition that requires you to leave the city constantly for a period of time. I said no problem of course, so then we became a couple.
Truth is, it's not really "No Problemo". It's not easy - to no one's surprise - to learn that distance does matter sometimes, most of the time. Some nights it got too hard I felt like breaking down longing for your presence. But my answer that night didn't imply no problems in my part. Instead, it's the feelings I hoped to convey, to have you know that I'm willing to get through those hard nights as long as we're together. As long as, at the end of the day, you're coming home to me.
And just so you know... to this day, it still works that way.
Happy first anniversary, Gilv.
There are so many things that happened in the span of one year.
In case you're wondering, I always feel like you've been true to yourself since our day one. And that, really fascinated me. Well you know me, as a skeptical and pessimistic person, it really takes a lot for me to trust people. Especially you, the one I really care about. But again, as it turns out, the more I know you, the more I'm convinced that I was wrong this time. I fell a little deeper each time.
On the contrary, I'm one with many masks and walls. I don't really show my true self to people, especially people I'm closest with (Re: you). The more time we spent together, the more you saw through the walls I built. And it was intimidating at first. I felt so transparent and it made me feel so weak, like I already gave you the huge power of hurting me. So sometimes, in bad times, instead of running to you, I ran away from you. Before you leave me, I was gonna leave first. That's a messed up mindset, I know. We've been thru this talk over and over again every time we had a fight, but Gilv, do you see? I'm getting stronger and stronger each time. It's all thanks to you.
So thank you.. for sticking with me and my crazy. I have no idea how you put up with me.
Happy first anniversary, Gilv.
Today is one of our relationship milestone, first year passed well. Though so many other days are also our important milestones, this day is one easier date to remember and cherish hehe. So many plans and dates we're yet to go. I'm looking forward to our more and more adventures in the future. Even greater adventures.
So rest assured, my dear. You don't have anything to worry about from here. I'm gonna wait for you to come home. Study well and stay healthy. Visit as many places as possible and go fulfil your wanderlust to the fullest. May in each other's absences we grow further to be a better version of ourselves, to pursue our goals and dreams together. Because in my dreams, I have you in it.
Cheers to more upcoming one-years in the future.
Happy first anniversary, Gilv.
Know how much I love you in anyway.
Here we are.
