as people age, I always think most of the definitions we hold change as well.
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...yeah that lame
21, huh? surprise me.
well.. there's no such thing as an absolute definition to begin with. so yeah, it changes through the time. the definitions you held onto so tight last year, could be just a handful of nonsense by now. and yea, now as I age, most of my definitions have changed. trust me, it doesn't change unstably just like that, I have price to pay. so now I guess when making a decision, going thru every consequences is probably the essence of thinking the whole idea of it. definition of consequence is not so simple as I know it. so many value been added and things just got more and more complicated. I'm not liking this new definition, but I definitely can't go change it back either. kinda still get caught back and forth between this whole definition-changing idea.
by this age, I can see changes of definition everyone made through their decisions and perspectives. people at my age, are young adults, who are just now given wider opportunities we used to avoid as a bunch of children. we're not called teenagers or children again by reasons. society expects something from us in return. responsibility. its definition changed from just mere words of 'oops sorry not again' to 'okay I'm the biggest idiot on earth- now I should do hell to pay back- oh my, people hating me- i freaking acknowledge my mistakes and work on it- please shut up- karma, you're an asshle'
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...yeah that lame
so being an adult sucks. this getting-caught-back-and-forth on changes of definition soooo irritates me. maybe that's why it takes two for each individual to get through life. that way, all the baggages on your shoulder are shared and it'd be much lighter.
however, that doesn't stop me turning older. and despite the changes-of-definition phase I'm going through, everything has been going better than I had expected. to this day, I always am thankful for the blessing in my life. even though sometimes it hides in the corner of my blind spot, there's always a way to figure it out by the helps of other blessings in my life.. aw. I'm feeling better already.
21, huh? surprise me.
pics from my birthday week:
