Proof

Some friend made a comment, the other day, about the way i've been seemingly living hard these few months.

"What are you trying to achieve?"

"What do you want to prove?"

"Is there someone you want to prove wrong so bad?"

While the first two questions are too complicated to answer without pouring my whole life history on the table, to reply the last question would be much simpler.

Yes, the answer is yes.
There's someone i want to prove wrong so bad. 

That'd be me.

I want to prove my self wrong.

For thinking that I'm not stronger than one mistake.

For thinking life doesn't give second, third, fourth – and counting on – chance.
For thinking that all my bad judgement calls in the past years will define my entire life.