Raining Fireworks

today is so lame, pardon my rudeness here
but, this evening was not as bad as this afternoon.

I got a very bad mood this afternoon and I was stuck at home which made it worse.
I need to go. I talked to my self. someone should take me outta here. and I called Erd, and he picked me up in the next half hour. (so fast..)
Erd needed to eat so we went to mcd and I ate ice cream to lift up my mood. Ice cream is truly the girl's best friend ever. firstly I still acted so badly to him because of my mood and without any clear reason I was so upset with him too. my bad, erd. so sorry. and he still treated me sooooo perfectly well even I was so rude to him. isnt he a good boyfriend for me?

this evening was takbiran night and tomorrow is Idul Fitri for Moslems. so the streets and roads in Jakarta tonight was so extremely uncrowded, and there are soooooomany fireworks sparkled in the sky, in spite of the raining and the cold weather.

I really love this combination.
Uncrowded Jakarta, raining, evening, cold weather, fireworks on the sky, and my lover whom I hug so tight until I couldnt feel my hands again.

it makes my day, really.
thank you love ♥

You've Got Mail

call me late, but I just watched this movie this afternoon. so 90's and I found out that this movie was out in 1998. well I'm just a kiddy that year so no wonder I just watched it now (pembelaan). and things I wanna share here is not how old the movie is but it's the movie it is. honestly, 'youve got mail' is so typical Hollywood movie and nothing more special to explain. but the story and its plot gave me alot of thought. its cyber love condition and the fact how the instant messaging and email was so useful attracted me.
too cliche, yes. but enjoyable to see the story. 2 people met in a chat-room, using nicknames and hide all the specification of the real life. then they met in real life as a rival and never realized that they kept sending email each other in the cyber world. until one day the man suggested them to meet each other and when the man found out his cyber friend was also his rival, he ran. he was away for a moment until he figured out his feeling, he fell for the woman. and so on. as another drama holywood movie, it ended happily with the man and the woman who felt the same way as the man, being together and be honest to themselves. lovely.

now on,as I'm typing this post and chatting with some friends, I'm wondering how the story is so impossible in this age. but we'll never know what's coming to us. so who knows?

p.s.: and my favorite sentences of the movie is

I wanted it to be you. I wanted it to be you so badly.

Kathleen Kelly

Song Of The Week

listen to the song I played the most on my ipod these days. dont know why. eventhough this is not a new song, it's just so............. umm suitable.

Comfortable - John Mayer
I just remembered that time at the market// snuck up behind me and jumped on my shopping cart// And rode down aisle five// you looked behind you and smiled back at me// crashed into a rack full of magazines// they asked us if we could leave
Can't remember what went wrong last September// though i'm sure you'd remind me, if you had to// Our love was, comfortable and// so broken in
I sleep with this new girl I’m still getting used to// My friends all approve, say “she’s gonna be good for you.”// They throw me high fives.// She says the Bible is all that she reads.// and prefers that I not use profanity// Your mouth was so dirty// Life of the party// And she swears that she’s artsy// But you could distinguish Miles from Coltrane// Our love was comfortable and so broken in.
She’s perfect// So flawless// Or so they say// Hey and// Say, Heyyyyy.
She thinks I can’t see the smile that she’s fakin’// Poses for pictures that aren’t being taken// I loved you
grey sweat pants// No make up// So perfect
Our love was comfortable and so broken in//
No, no, no, no I want you back// Want you back. Back// That you were my first love// Is just dumb, dumb, stupid luck// A technicality// You will always be ahead of me// Oh, oh, tell me// Why I have to practice on you// Why I have to practice on your heart// Oh