it's 00.12 am on my desktop and my eyes are just as wide as Japan's anime's eyes. apparently I'm having sleep pattern shifted which affects just whole my daily routines. going to bed at dawn and sleep through all morning. which is unhealthy and kinda makes my body weakened actually.. blame on my lack of activity holiday. longing for something 'fun' to do, waiting for good things to happen.
speaking of which, due to everything being gone downhill lately, I'm becoming less and less inspired, also, of course, less motivated. like undetermined. that's maybe one of the reason after "this is holiday" that makes me keep the shifting of daily routines. it's no good. doing nothing is absolutely no solving anything. not to mention the good things I wait for.
now I'm here, in Bandung. been about a week here for a remedial exam. thank God there's still a remedy for one my failures this term. during last week I keep reminding my self that only a fool doesn't make the best for the second chance. turns out that..well..let's just see about the result. in fact, sometimes I still feel like, geez, viv, you still don't learn your lesson, do you? keep making the same mistakes over and over again. just waiting and doing nothing here.
thank God tomorrow I'm going back to Jakarta and plan to stay there for about a week. need to be outta Bandung for a while although I really really love Bandung. but being alone is the last thing I need for now. idling is not good for my thoughts apparently, hehe. the highlights of next week that keeps me excited going home are my cousin's wedding and brother's sidi. family week is all I need for now instead being here idling, just wait, wait and wait.
now I'm feeling like complaining to whoever creates a saying "good things come to those who wait." I mean, waiting won't give you any lesson less much than doing nothing. it's like waiting for the sky to drop a cent of money. imho, it's perhaps more appropriate to be patient instead. keep working, giving efforts, going thru tough times, and facing unstoppable rain of life problems. patience, one thing that I thought I already had but obviously it is still out of my reach.
good things come to those who are patient.
--Welcome Summer :)
speaking of which, due to everything being gone downhill lately, I'm becoming less and less inspired, also, of course, less motivated. like undetermined. that's maybe one of the reason after "this is holiday" that makes me keep the shifting of daily routines. it's no good. doing nothing is absolutely no solving anything. not to mention the good things I wait for.
now I'm here, in Bandung. been about a week here for a remedial exam. thank God there's still a remedy for one my failures this term. during last week I keep reminding my self that only a fool doesn't make the best for the second chance. turns out that..well..let's just see about the result. in fact, sometimes I still feel like, geez, viv, you still don't learn your lesson, do you? keep making the same mistakes over and over again. just waiting and doing nothing here.
thank God tomorrow I'm going back to Jakarta and plan to stay there for about a week. need to be outta Bandung for a while although I really really love Bandung. but being alone is the last thing I need for now. idling is not good for my thoughts apparently, hehe. the highlights of next week that keeps me excited going home are my cousin's wedding and brother's sidi. family week is all I need for now instead being here idling, just wait, wait and wait.
now I'm feeling like complaining to whoever creates a saying "good things come to those who wait." I mean, waiting won't give you any lesson less much than doing nothing. it's like waiting for the sky to drop a cent of money. imho, it's perhaps more appropriate to be patient instead. keep working, giving efforts, going thru tough times, and facing unstoppable rain of life problems. patience, one thing that I thought I already had but obviously it is still out of my reach.
good things come to those who are patient.
--Welcome Summer :)
