Hi

I'm back,
feel so sorry about being less productive around here. and I just figured out about my unimportant-so-short updates recently.
blame my lovely SCHOOL.

xxx,

Monday Blues

who said Monday is good? it's definitely not, and I totally hate Monday, as always.

oke mungkin ada pengaruhnya juga kemarin postingan terakhir gue kan jam 1, akhirnya tadi pagi gue bangun jam 6 kurang 15. dimana seharusnya gue berangkat sekolah jam 6 kurang 30. crap. masih agak percaya gak percaya liat jam di hp udah 5.46. pas nyawa udah kekumpul baru deh kan tuh panik lari-lari nyari anduk langsung mandi. (yes, I still take a bath even I wake up late. that's my ethic code as a student)

abis mandi gue langsung turun (lari) ke bawah. dan lemes langsung ngeliat meja makan bersih kinclong tanpa makanan. double crap. nyokap-bokap-adek gue semuanya juga bangun telat ternyata dan nyokap ga sempet masak apa-apa. no offense friend, I'm not fasting in case you're too curious to know. dan boleh gue ulang nama penyakit gue akhir2 ini? yep. radang lambung. dimana seharusnya gue ga boleh makan telat, apalagi gak sarapan. dan oh ya. hari ini puasa dimana gakan ada orang jualan makanan pagi-pagi gitu. dan kantin sekolah juga dipastikan tutup semua. triple crap. untung mama pinter, beli roti langsung 2 gue embat semua masukin ke tas.

udah jam 6 lewat ternyata, udah gak mungkin lagi nebeng mobil papa dengan kemacetan kalimalang ya amit amit kampay hoek banget itu ya. jalan deh keliling komplek nyari tukang ojek. dan ya ampuuun, gak ada tukang ojek! paniklah si eneng. mau gimana coba masa iya gue lari ke sekolah. namun tiba-tiba gue mendengar suara motor dari belakang, dan tampaklah tukang ojek nganggur yang bercahaya menyelamatkan hidup gue sambil berkata, 'ojek neng?'

udah kan setelah morning madness itu gue pun sampai di sekolah dengan sehat. ketemu rein, langsung gue bombardir dengan cerita gue. eh komen dia cuma gini,
'kalo gue jadi lo ya un mending gue ga sekolah deh.'
ya ampun, ide itu sama sekali tak terlintas di benakku. dan ya, tadi sekolah ternyata cuma nyampah doang gue. ga ngapa2in gila.

tapi ada yang gue suka dari sekolah gue nih, selama bulan puasa 1 jam pelajaran jadi 30 menit dan pulang sekolah jam 12.05! whoaaaa I love you SMAN 81 Jakarta tercinta!

oke kembali ke 'i hate monday' topic
abis pulang gue kan ke pijjahat ya sama temen2 yang emang ga puasa juga (maaf2 yaa huahua), abis ketawa ketiwi dan cerita ceriti kita pulang deh.nyampe rumah gue lgsg nonton dan leha-leha sambil main piano dikit-dikit kan ya. terus baru inget mau nyari nada dan chord lagu baru di hp gue. dan ya ampun gatau crap ke berapa kali. pas gue cari si hp putih kecilku itu gak ada. tapi bb gue masih ada (lega). udah siap2 kan tuh gue ngiklasin si mungil nokia, tiba2 erdian nelpon ke bb. ternyata hp gue ketinggalan di mobil ditoooo. ya ampuuuuuuuuun crap crap crap crap!

cant I just have a normal Monday?
well hope we'll get better tuesday tomorrow, we'll see.

hugssss,

V

p.s.: I've updated my tumblr! check it out! click here --> http://vavain.tumblr.com

Dagi Dig Dug Duwar

oke bukannya ngerjain tugas gue malah posting blog dan bala-bala di dunia maya tadi. bagus. finally I ended up with doing homework too hurry dan asal-asalan. pas udah selese, wih lega. pas jam 12 malem. abis itu tinggal print kan ya. eh emang dasar bebek bau giginya tonggos. printer gue tiba-tiba gak bisa dipake aaaaaaaaaargh tidaaaaak. gila panik belalang kupu kupu banget gue malem-malem gini nyari tempat print dimane beraaayyy. mana udah capek2 ngetik panjang lebar.dag dig dug kan jadinya woot woot. namun tiba-tiba hati gue berkata, tenang dulu tenang. coba cari jalan keluarnya. dan dengan cerdas nan eloknya gue sedikit mengutak ngatik printer serta komputer dan, bala! jadi deh print-an tugas gue uhukukuku. i'm so proud hik hik (terharu)

okelah sekarang udah malem, gotta hit the bed pals. besok sekolah jam setengah 7 cuy kurang pagi apalagi coba itu mah ('hah masih jaman sekolah? makanya kuliaaaah' kata mereka. eits, 'sabar yak setaun lagi kok')
KISSES!

Turning Blue Turquoise

(source)

I changed my layout themes. again for this month. someone once asked me, 'why red?' I answered 'because I am a passionate person as the red it is.' now, after I changed the color, the other asked me again, 'why turquoise?' and I haven't found the answer yet. malah bertanya tanya sendiri, iya yah kenapa jadi biru toska gini? oh ya. mungkin hal-hal ini bisa dijadikan alasan. this blue-turquoise is one of my favorite color. on the other hand, I'm chasing the institute which the color of the jacket is biru toska. else, I'm feeling blue rite now. that's it.

how was your weekend then? mine's bad. I keep getting mood swing and I don't feel like talking to anyone now. rasanya pengen pergi ke suatu tempat yang sepi sendirian terus main kembang api sambil lompat-lompat sama teriak-teriak. tapi takut disangka orang gila, gajadi deh. hhhm this week is a total mess, but the worst thing is, the fact that school starts tomorrow. duh.

anyway, Happy Fasting folks :3
luurf,
V

Freaky Friday

I skipped school again today. ya makanya bisa megang internet lagi setelah sekian lama. but I'm not membolos kok, my mom pushed me to. she said if I have no important lesson, just take a day off and rest all day in home. so I did it.

speaking of school, my senior year so far is much better than sophomore or freshmen year. it feels like you can go anywhere without any worry about the scarry senior and so on. people are also nicer after knowing each other for last 2 years. it's imperfectly perfect. why imperfect? yeah because as always, social and science classes are acting like a rival each other in the senior year. as always. how sad.

how about me?
me will hopefully go to Bandung next year. taking a famous public institute there, faculty of engineering or else. my parents's decision exactly. I personally have no decision. truly I have no idea where I want really go. I sooo much envy seeing my friends that have found their lifetime goal. how the passion works on them is really tempting. i want to have passion too. like them. and I need help. immediately.

today was fine. Thank God it's Friday.

Well umm

ya ampun udah setengah 5 pagi?
off deh ciao ppl


maaf yaaaa aku begadang lg, emg bakat ngalong deh '_'

Zero Update

so, it's been lack of updates
I've been busy these days dreaming on how pathetic my holiday rite now (sigh)

and now it's kinda 3 am, I still haven't felt the sleepiness yet
what am I supposed to talk dude?

holiday?
hmmmm so far is quite fun (read: boring), I mean although my dad isn't allowed to take any day-off and he's been so busy these days so that my family and I don't take any vacation for this holiday, I still feel the excitement of holiday

man just imagine it,
waking up at 11am, having late breakfast slash early lunch with own cooking, minding zero idea about school (remind me what's school anyway, I've forgot), watching tv series' DVD all day long, and late browsing whatever on the internet until the next morning

what on earth could be more relaxed and enjoyable like this?

days went by so easy and I have such as no idea about studying at all
it's bad, of course, remembering I'm facing my senior year --oh c'mon don't start this topic again

so this holiday is fun enough although most of time I spent being a (bad) homegirl, which is heard so boring. but I went to local entertainment places with my family, and I hung out with Erd a lot.
happy to spend day with boyfriend absolutely. the sad news is that Erd and I are gonna have different school time and course schedule that make us sooooooo hard to meet each other. the most possible day to meet is only Saturday. wew a week is gonna be longer than ever for me then....

counting on the 6 days left of holiday, tick tock tick tock

To Be Continued

tadinya saya sudah mau nge post banyak, sudah saya draft
tapi belum selese, dan tiba-tiba mata saya tidak dapat berkompromi lagi
jadi kapan2 lagi aja ya teman

love love

ohya, jangan lupa dateng ke Cakrawala @SMAN 81 jkt sampe tgl 26 Juni mulai jam 7 : )

Lalala

what am I gonna do today?

I've got nothing to do and it's kinda boring rite here
any ideas to kill this time pal?

Moving!

my plan was, I'd reuse and continue my old blog, but, it's just not suitable looking my life stories I'd posted about 2 years ago there with my recent life now.
well people do change, and my life has been going on alot.

sooooooooooooo, I made this!

it's been such a long time ago that I was blogging using blogger. but since my internet provider didn't work properly I decided to blog in wordpress temporally. hell yeah my home internet now is a way better than ever!

welcome back again bloggy! : D