Drama

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we'll never know what's wrong and right again when meet the words friends, family, and love. we may think we do the right things but then everything turns out to be a total mess. just like what I did lately.

Me is kinda a person who avoid and not a big fan of conflict. I preferably choose my beloved people's happiness instead of mine. in teenage-drama-queen-words, I don't mind being the hurt one. and........ that's the problem. bottom line. I'm so naive. like totally. I think I know I'll make things better but the fact is I never really know the consequence I'll really get when choosing the wrong choice.

now everything is such a total mess, all I can do is nothing. I'm in the spectator seats. gazing a drama that I'll never understand why it should be like that way. then I arrived at one point that bring me a conclusion, as I said in 1st sentence, meeting the word friend, family, and love could blind you. we'll never know what's wrong and right anymore. but unfortunately, one choice is just gonna bring us to another choice. and more choices. it happens to bring me so many question mark.

Dear God, am I on the right path?

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Daddy's Little Girl

I used to be called like that when I was young
when world seemed like a wonderland with various amazing things around
I played I cried then I laughed again
nothing in this world could hurt me so bad, I thought

now on I'm becoming a grown-up
things become more awkward, and world seems not friendly anymore
it pushed me harder to face the unfriendly world
then the choices started to appear, waiting for me to decide and choose
once I remember people said 'Life is a choice'
now I see what that really means. I should choose

but after a while, after making some choices
there's nothing better than ever. everything comes harder and harder
and I start to think,
how to make it better? is there any alternated idea?
what if I had mistaken to make a choice?

and, today I feel like I've been slapped
I just realized what I've caused
this young lil girl might have overstepped the line
and I disappoint parents again and again

sorry dad, but does apology still exist?
I know I was wrong and make y'all disappointed
I could see it in your eyes, dad, mom
don't deny it
sorry. and if only I could say this million times I don't mind it
happy anniversary,
and sorry again dad, this your good daughter has become bad
but even so, deep inside me I'll still be your lil girl.
always have and always will. I love you