anyone wants to hug me?

just looked around my video data, and I remembered this. incredibly saaaaaaaaaad ;)
love & hug people,

V

Unreasonable,

people meet for a reason.
so what's your reason?

Freaky Friday

I skipped school again today. ya makanya bisa megang internet lagi setelah sekian lama. but I'm not membolos kok, my mom pushed me to. she said if I have no important lesson, just take a day off and rest all day in home. so I did it.

speaking of school, my senior year so far is much better than sophomore or freshmen year. it feels like you can go anywhere without any worry about the scarry senior and so on. people are also nicer after knowing each other for last 2 years. it's imperfectly perfect. why imperfect? yeah because as always, social and science classes are acting like a rival each other in the senior year. as always. how sad.

how about me?
me will hopefully go to Bandung next year. taking a famous public institute there, faculty of engineering or else. my parents's decision exactly. I personally have no decision. truly I have no idea where I want really go. I sooo much envy seeing my friends that have found their lifetime goal. how the passion works on them is really tempting. i want to have passion too. like them. and I need help. immediately.

today was fine. Thank God it's Friday.

what a coincidence!

just did blogwalking, and found an interesting coincidence from Olip's blog. kayaknya olip OL nya pas gue sakit kemarin, jadi pm gue gitu deh haha. anyway it's a print-screen of olip's windows messenger in case you come from another planet and dying to know what this picture means ;p

click the picture for a larger view,
you can see the same posting by clicking this

The Return of The Paperoni

howdy! sebulan lho.
benar-benar ya. saya sudah ketinggalan jaman dari dunia perinternetan. sebulan tidak menyentuh dunia maya di era internet sekarang ini terdengar agak keterlaluan ya.

haha.
tidak juga sih. saya sebenarnya terus update. saya terbuai dengan sebuah web jejaring sosial yang menawarkan banyak info tapi quicker and easier. without losing any energy by thinking harder about what to write. okay go on. twitter.
dont call me late, or mainstream, or else. I've been tweetling for months and its just fun to see the newest issue from your pocket internet. easy and quick. jadi jangan rusak kesenangan saya.

then, where have you been these days, Vi?
I ve been sick. pathetically sick. sakit yang merusak awal masa senior saya yang notabennya sebagai konsep buat tes2 akhir nanti. juga masa terakhir sma saya.
awal yang buruk? obviously.

sakit apa?
pertanyaan kedua terbanyak yang saya sering denger akhir-akhir ini, setelah 'sudah makan?'. Okay yang sudah follow twitter saya pasti sudah bosan mendengar keluhan penyakit saya. lagi pula ngapain lagi sih pake di informasikan di blog? ya ampun. ini kan blog saya jadi saya bebas kan ya menulis apa aja. silahkan kembali ke page yang anda baca sebelum membuka blog saya.
oke sudah. malah jadi ngedumel kan.
saya sakit radang lambung. sejenis gastritis atau apalah itu bahasa kedokterannya. saya lupa. awalnya maag. biasa, dari kelas 1 sd saya sudah punya maag. lambat laun semakin meradang berbanding lurus dengan usia. tidak, saya baru 17 tahun. bukan 71 tahun in case you're wondering my age. lalu mungkin saya terlalu terlena dengan liburan kenaikan kelas kemarin. hidup bebas, merdeka, melupakan si lambung mungil yang akhirnya terluka karena saya acuhkan. kena deh. 2 minggu absen sekolah. 2 minggu absen bimbel inten. 3 minggu absen EF. bukan berita bagus mengawali awal tahun pelajaran saya.

how about now?
sekarang saya sudah lebih sehat dan segar. Thank God. mata saya lebih terbuka tentang pentingnya kesehatan setelah 2 minggu tak berdaya di rumah. saya sudah kembali ke sekolah, bertemu teman2. saya juga sudah kembali inten dan EF. semoga mengejar pelajaran tidak akan membuat saya terjatuh lagi. jaga kesehatan. itu yang terpenting.
'I dont wanna see your worried face again mom, dad. sorry for making it all uneasy. i promise I wont make it worse anymore. trust me.'

sekarang, bagaimana kabar dunia?
dipantau dari dunia pertwitteran terus terang saya tidak ketinggalan2 amat. thank technology and pocket internet. the hottest gossip issue after the death of Mbah Surip is I think the Marshanda's Video. wow I just watched the video and feel eventually surprised. how come a Marshanda did such thing like that? unbelievable. but I personally feel that infotainment and media info just enlarge the main problem of her. well, hello 2009. where's our freedom of expression? weird though, but havent you just seen the other foreigners video? it can be much worse. so why dont we stop talking about her and just let her enjoy her life?
life sucks, anyway. so dont make it worse.

oke udahan ya gosipnya. mau surfing di dunia maya yang sudah lama saya tinggalkan hehe.

TTYL gossipers! xxx

School Starts tomorrow

Rise and shine people,
this year is not gonna be easy as our last term
but as long as we keep doing together and supportive
I know we can do it and pass it

new spirit, new term, and have a great senior year!


(sigh)

Daddy's Little Girl

I used to be called like that when I was young
when world seemed like a wonderland with various amazing things around
I played I cried then I laughed again
nothing in this world could hurt me so bad, I thought

now on I'm becoming a grown-up
things become more awkward, and world seems not friendly anymore
it pushed me harder to face the unfriendly world
then the choices started to appear, waiting for me to decide and choose
once I remember people said 'Life is a choice'
now I see what that really means. I should choose

but after a while, after making some choices
there's nothing better than ever. everything comes harder and harder
and I start to think,
how to make it better? is there any alternated idea?
what if I had mistaken to make a choice?

and, today I feel like I've been slapped
I just realized what I've caused
this young lil girl might have overstepped the line
and I disappoint parents again and again

sorry dad, but does apology still exist?
I know I was wrong and make y'all disappointed
I could see it in your eyes, dad, mom
don't deny it
sorry. and if only I could say this million times I don't mind it
happy anniversary,
and sorry again dad, this your good daughter has become bad
but even so, deep inside me I'll still be your lil girl.
always have and always will. I love you

Boom boom clap, boom de clap de clap

I said Hannah Montana the movie is 'boo'
but even so, ehem, there's a part that I like too hehe
that's when Miley sang in a country bar and did some cool moves too.
anyway, the coreo is simply to learn. you gotta check it out ppl, enjoy.

p.s.: Taylor Swift had a quick (great) appearance in this movie, lovely!



Hoedown Throwdown - Miley Cyrus

1// 2// 3// Everybody come on, off your seats// I'm gonna tell you about a beat// That's gonna make you move your feet// I'll give the Bar-be-que show// And tell you how to move// If your five or eighty-two// This is something you can do (woah-woah)

Pop it, lock it// Polka dot it// Countrify then// Hip-hop it// Put your hawk in the sky// Move side to side// Jump to the left// Stick it, glide// Zig-zag cross the floor// Shuffle in diagonal// When the drum hits// Hands on your hips// One footed// 180 twist
and then a// Zig-zag// step n' slide// Lean it left// clap three times// Shake it out// Head to toe// Throw it all together// That's how we roll

Movies (quick) Update

recent movies I watched this week:

-transformer: fine
-ice age [3D]: incredibly funny and entertaining
-hannah montana the movie: boo!
-inkheart: I have no idea, what on earth kind of movie is it?

Bye holiday, I'll be missing you A LOT

it's saturday however
and I'm gonna start the new term as a senior student on Monday
this monday
2 days away
monday
moaanday


gosh

tell me that I'm dreaming now, please

I had my vote

look at my inked-tiny finger <3

for the second time and
hopefully whom I had chosen is gonna win and make this country better than ever
love to hear that the election went well :3
agree country lovers?

Well umm

ya ampun udah setengah 5 pagi?
off deh ciao ppl


maaf yaaaa aku begadang lg, emg bakat ngalong deh '_'

Don't tell me you're Indonesian unless you vote for the election

anyway tomorrow is the Election Day, isn't it?
I'll vote, surely. I still don't know which one I'm gonna choose, but whoever will be chosen, I hope he/she will make this country better and better. I love this country, buddy. how bad our country is, I still love this. so just make sure you'll use your vote right wisely.
from what I heard there are some franchises will promote their free-giving products for the voters

Starbucks with a free cup of coffee milk

Krispy Kreme with a free glazzy doughnut

Pizza Marzano with 50 % off

ColdStone with also 50% off

so what are you waiting for? go and VOTE!
see ya soon for my 2nd election day!

Zero Update

so, it's been lack of updates
I've been busy these days dreaming on how pathetic my holiday rite now (sigh)

and now it's kinda 3 am, I still haven't felt the sleepiness yet
what am I supposed to talk dude?

holiday?
hmmmm so far is quite fun (read: boring), I mean although my dad isn't allowed to take any day-off and he's been so busy these days so that my family and I don't take any vacation for this holiday, I still feel the excitement of holiday

man just imagine it,
waking up at 11am, having late breakfast slash early lunch with own cooking, minding zero idea about school (remind me what's school anyway, I've forgot), watching tv series' DVD all day long, and late browsing whatever on the internet until the next morning

what on earth could be more relaxed and enjoyable like this?

days went by so easy and I have such as no idea about studying at all
it's bad, of course, remembering I'm facing my senior year --oh c'mon don't start this topic again

so this holiday is fun enough although most of time I spent being a (bad) homegirl, which is heard so boring. but I went to local entertainment places with my family, and I hung out with Erd a lot.
happy to spend day with boyfriend absolutely. the sad news is that Erd and I are gonna have different school time and course schedule that make us sooooooo hard to meet each other. the most possible day to meet is only Saturday. wew a week is gonna be longer than ever for me then....

counting on the 6 days left of holiday, tick tock tick tock

I see,

it'd better if we

talk less, do more