Monday Blues

who said Monday is good? it's definitely not, and I totally hate Monday, as always.

oke mungkin ada pengaruhnya juga kemarin postingan terakhir gue kan jam 1, akhirnya tadi pagi gue bangun jam 6 kurang 15. dimana seharusnya gue berangkat sekolah jam 6 kurang 30. crap. masih agak percaya gak percaya liat jam di hp udah 5.46. pas nyawa udah kekumpul baru deh kan tuh panik lari-lari nyari anduk langsung mandi. (yes, I still take a bath even I wake up late. that's my ethic code as a student)

abis mandi gue langsung turun (lari) ke bawah. dan lemes langsung ngeliat meja makan bersih kinclong tanpa makanan. double crap. nyokap-bokap-adek gue semuanya juga bangun telat ternyata dan nyokap ga sempet masak apa-apa. no offense friend, I'm not fasting in case you're too curious to know. dan boleh gue ulang nama penyakit gue akhir2 ini? yep. radang lambung. dimana seharusnya gue ga boleh makan telat, apalagi gak sarapan. dan oh ya. hari ini puasa dimana gakan ada orang jualan makanan pagi-pagi gitu. dan kantin sekolah juga dipastikan tutup semua. triple crap. untung mama pinter, beli roti langsung 2 gue embat semua masukin ke tas.

udah jam 6 lewat ternyata, udah gak mungkin lagi nebeng mobil papa dengan kemacetan kalimalang ya amit amit kampay hoek banget itu ya. jalan deh keliling komplek nyari tukang ojek. dan ya ampuuun, gak ada tukang ojek! paniklah si eneng. mau gimana coba masa iya gue lari ke sekolah. namun tiba-tiba gue mendengar suara motor dari belakang, dan tampaklah tukang ojek nganggur yang bercahaya menyelamatkan hidup gue sambil berkata, 'ojek neng?'

udah kan setelah morning madness itu gue pun sampai di sekolah dengan sehat. ketemu rein, langsung gue bombardir dengan cerita gue. eh komen dia cuma gini,
'kalo gue jadi lo ya un mending gue ga sekolah deh.'
ya ampun, ide itu sama sekali tak terlintas di benakku. dan ya, tadi sekolah ternyata cuma nyampah doang gue. ga ngapa2in gila.

tapi ada yang gue suka dari sekolah gue nih, selama bulan puasa 1 jam pelajaran jadi 30 menit dan pulang sekolah jam 12.05! whoaaaa I love you SMAN 81 Jakarta tercinta!

oke kembali ke 'i hate monday' topic
abis pulang gue kan ke pijjahat ya sama temen2 yang emang ga puasa juga (maaf2 yaa huahua), abis ketawa ketiwi dan cerita ceriti kita pulang deh.nyampe rumah gue lgsg nonton dan leha-leha sambil main piano dikit-dikit kan ya. terus baru inget mau nyari nada dan chord lagu baru di hp gue. dan ya ampun gatau crap ke berapa kali. pas gue cari si hp putih kecilku itu gak ada. tapi bb gue masih ada (lega). udah siap2 kan tuh gue ngiklasin si mungil nokia, tiba2 erdian nelpon ke bb. ternyata hp gue ketinggalan di mobil ditoooo. ya ampuuuuuuuuun crap crap crap crap!

cant I just have a normal Monday?
well hope we'll get better tuesday tomorrow, we'll see.

hugssss,

V

p.s.: I've updated my tumblr! check it out! click here --> http://vavain.tumblr.com

Dagi Dig Dug Duwar

oke bukannya ngerjain tugas gue malah posting blog dan bala-bala di dunia maya tadi. bagus. finally I ended up with doing homework too hurry dan asal-asalan. pas udah selese, wih lega. pas jam 12 malem. abis itu tinggal print kan ya. eh emang dasar bebek bau giginya tonggos. printer gue tiba-tiba gak bisa dipake aaaaaaaaaargh tidaaaaak. gila panik belalang kupu kupu banget gue malem-malem gini nyari tempat print dimane beraaayyy. mana udah capek2 ngetik panjang lebar.dag dig dug kan jadinya woot woot. namun tiba-tiba hati gue berkata, tenang dulu tenang. coba cari jalan keluarnya. dan dengan cerdas nan eloknya gue sedikit mengutak ngatik printer serta komputer dan, bala! jadi deh print-an tugas gue uhukukuku. i'm so proud hik hik (terharu)

okelah sekarang udah malem, gotta hit the bed pals. besok sekolah jam setengah 7 cuy kurang pagi apalagi coba itu mah ('hah masih jaman sekolah? makanya kuliaaaah' kata mereka. eits, 'sabar yak setaun lagi kok')
KISSES!

Turning Blue Turquoise

(source)

I changed my layout themes. again for this month. someone once asked me, 'why red?' I answered 'because I am a passionate person as the red it is.' now, after I changed the color, the other asked me again, 'why turquoise?' and I haven't found the answer yet. malah bertanya tanya sendiri, iya yah kenapa jadi biru toska gini? oh ya. mungkin hal-hal ini bisa dijadikan alasan. this blue-turquoise is one of my favorite color. on the other hand, I'm chasing the institute which the color of the jacket is biru toska. else, I'm feeling blue rite now. that's it.

how was your weekend then? mine's bad. I keep getting mood swing and I don't feel like talking to anyone now. rasanya pengen pergi ke suatu tempat yang sepi sendirian terus main kembang api sambil lompat-lompat sama teriak-teriak. tapi takut disangka orang gila, gajadi deh. hhhm this week is a total mess, but the worst thing is, the fact that school starts tomorrow. duh.

anyway, Happy Fasting folks :3
luurf,
V

Finally, Proposal!

yaaa setelah ngider pengen nonton di bioskop sehabis beberapa bulan mendekam di rumah karena sakit kemarin, finally I went outside and watch movie. yuhuu. sounds pathetic uh? haha I dont care bcs yesterday I watched the best romantic commedy movie of this year so far,The Proposal

ceritanya ya emang cliche and typical, but I love to see the truly funny plot and conversation. Ryan Reynold is amazingly cute and Sandra Bullock is a real queen of romantic comedy movie. agak ngingetin devil wears prada sih apalagi tentang boss galak, tp it's much better than that. lucu aja ngeliat bos sama sekretaris yang tadinya kucing-kucingan tp lama lama fall for each other juga. aaa this movie is totally recommended for sure
my fave quote

Margaret, will you marry me? Because I'd like to date you.

Andrew Paxton

ciao movie lovers! <3

Say what?

the sentence I mostly said this week is,

" not even close "

dont ask me why cos I also have no idea as you are.
have a nice weekend birdie!

Mess Around

I'm totally a creep these days. finding my self dont talk to brother for a while (until now), and having an argument with father. what a great great great great week. taking me to the most guilty feeling, but this pride wins. don't blame me for making all mess around. I just cant help my self fooling around. I utterly did all foolishly. but this unfairness thing is killing me. well, it's the truth. if this world were that fair, the court wouldnt be exist anymore. then, the question is, does an apology still exist?

RT @vavain: I should hv support frm a place called home. Not this pressure. Thank you for making me a mess without seeing my condition. about 10 hours ago

RT @vavain: I'm the outsiders. Who's gonna outta here? about 11 hours ago

You've Got Mail

call me late, but I just watched this movie this afternoon. so 90's and I found out that this movie was out in 1998. well I'm just a kiddy that year so no wonder I just watched it now (pembelaan). and things I wanna share here is not how old the movie is but it's the movie it is. honestly, 'youve got mail' is so typical Hollywood movie and nothing more special to explain. but the story and its plot gave me alot of thought. its cyber love condition and the fact how the instant messaging and email was so useful attracted me.
too cliche, yes. but enjoyable to see the story. 2 people met in a chat-room, using nicknames and hide all the specification of the real life. then they met in real life as a rival and never realized that they kept sending email each other in the cyber world. until one day the man suggested them to meet each other and when the man found out his cyber friend was also his rival, he ran. he was away for a moment until he figured out his feeling, he fell for the woman. and so on. as another drama holywood movie, it ended happily with the man and the woman who felt the same way as the man, being together and be honest to themselves. lovely.

now on,as I'm typing this post and chatting with some friends, I'm wondering how the story is so impossible in this age. but we'll never know what's coming to us. so who knows?

p.s.: and my favorite sentences of the movie is

I wanted it to be you. I wanted it to be you so badly.

Kathleen Kelly

Communicative

so, this is how the communication working in this age
when you feel so bad to someone and you cant spill it out just write it down on the super cyber world. then, voila. that 'someone' might read it without question. without effect you real life. and both of your life still go on well.
very good. I'll follow this lifestyle. watch me

Song Of The Week

listen to the song I played the most on my ipod these days. dont know why. eventhough this is not a new song, it's just so............. umm suitable.

Comfortable - John Mayer
I just remembered that time at the market// snuck up behind me and jumped on my shopping cart// And rode down aisle five// you looked behind you and smiled back at me// crashed into a rack full of magazines// they asked us if we could leave
Can't remember what went wrong last September// though i'm sure you'd remind me, if you had to// Our love was, comfortable and// so broken in
I sleep with this new girl I’m still getting used to// My friends all approve, say “she’s gonna be good for you.”// They throw me high fives.// She says the Bible is all that she reads.// and prefers that I not use profanity// Your mouth was so dirty// Life of the party// And she swears that she’s artsy// But you could distinguish Miles from Coltrane// Our love was comfortable and so broken in.
She’s perfect// So flawless// Or so they say// Hey and// Say, Heyyyyy.
She thinks I can’t see the smile that she’s fakin’// Poses for pictures that aren’t being taken// I loved you
grey sweat pants// No make up// So perfect
Our love was comfortable and so broken in//
No, no, no, no I want you back// Want you back. Back// That you were my first love// Is just dumb, dumb, stupid luck// A technicality// You will always be ahead of me// Oh, oh, tell me// Why I have to practice on you// Why I have to practice on your heart// Oh

Memories Are Gently Turned into Dreams

you're awake. then start to think, 'it feels like a dream, which never happen. too contrast ' how easy the other passed it thru all this way, once you remember a vow, telling you a word; never. how sad. you do all effort to go thru the path, while the other makes it so easy to be over. having zero idea about the story line. it's unfair, yes it is. then you cry again for million times
and the other laughs again for thousand times. you're singing silly songs and fall asleep. close your eyes and get back, to the only place you could forget about the line.

tomorrow will be fine,
you promise yourself.

anyone wants to hug me?

just looked around my video data, and I remembered this. incredibly saaaaaaaaaad ;)
love & hug people,

V

Unreasonable,

people meet for a reason.
so what's your reason?

Freaky Friday

I skipped school again today. ya makanya bisa megang internet lagi setelah sekian lama. but I'm not membolos kok, my mom pushed me to. she said if I have no important lesson, just take a day off and rest all day in home. so I did it.

speaking of school, my senior year so far is much better than sophomore or freshmen year. it feels like you can go anywhere without any worry about the scarry senior and so on. people are also nicer after knowing each other for last 2 years. it's imperfectly perfect. why imperfect? yeah because as always, social and science classes are acting like a rival each other in the senior year. as always. how sad.

how about me?
me will hopefully go to Bandung next year. taking a famous public institute there, faculty of engineering or else. my parents's decision exactly. I personally have no decision. truly I have no idea where I want really go. I sooo much envy seeing my friends that have found their lifetime goal. how the passion works on them is really tempting. i want to have passion too. like them. and I need help. immediately.

today was fine. Thank God it's Friday.

what a coincidence!

just did blogwalking, and found an interesting coincidence from Olip's blog. kayaknya olip OL nya pas gue sakit kemarin, jadi pm gue gitu deh haha. anyway it's a print-screen of olip's windows messenger in case you come from another planet and dying to know what this picture means ;p

click the picture for a larger view,
you can see the same posting by clicking this

The Return of The Paperoni

howdy! sebulan lho.
benar-benar ya. saya sudah ketinggalan jaman dari dunia perinternetan. sebulan tidak menyentuh dunia maya di era internet sekarang ini terdengar agak keterlaluan ya.

haha.
tidak juga sih. saya sebenarnya terus update. saya terbuai dengan sebuah web jejaring sosial yang menawarkan banyak info tapi quicker and easier. without losing any energy by thinking harder about what to write. okay go on. twitter.
dont call me late, or mainstream, or else. I've been tweetling for months and its just fun to see the newest issue from your pocket internet. easy and quick. jadi jangan rusak kesenangan saya.

then, where have you been these days, Vi?
I ve been sick. pathetically sick. sakit yang merusak awal masa senior saya yang notabennya sebagai konsep buat tes2 akhir nanti. juga masa terakhir sma saya.
awal yang buruk? obviously.

sakit apa?
pertanyaan kedua terbanyak yang saya sering denger akhir-akhir ini, setelah 'sudah makan?'. Okay yang sudah follow twitter saya pasti sudah bosan mendengar keluhan penyakit saya. lagi pula ngapain lagi sih pake di informasikan di blog? ya ampun. ini kan blog saya jadi saya bebas kan ya menulis apa aja. silahkan kembali ke page yang anda baca sebelum membuka blog saya.
oke sudah. malah jadi ngedumel kan.
saya sakit radang lambung. sejenis gastritis atau apalah itu bahasa kedokterannya. saya lupa. awalnya maag. biasa, dari kelas 1 sd saya sudah punya maag. lambat laun semakin meradang berbanding lurus dengan usia. tidak, saya baru 17 tahun. bukan 71 tahun in case you're wondering my age. lalu mungkin saya terlalu terlena dengan liburan kenaikan kelas kemarin. hidup bebas, merdeka, melupakan si lambung mungil yang akhirnya terluka karena saya acuhkan. kena deh. 2 minggu absen sekolah. 2 minggu absen bimbel inten. 3 minggu absen EF. bukan berita bagus mengawali awal tahun pelajaran saya.

how about now?
sekarang saya sudah lebih sehat dan segar. Thank God. mata saya lebih terbuka tentang pentingnya kesehatan setelah 2 minggu tak berdaya di rumah. saya sudah kembali ke sekolah, bertemu teman2. saya juga sudah kembali inten dan EF. semoga mengejar pelajaran tidak akan membuat saya terjatuh lagi. jaga kesehatan. itu yang terpenting.
'I dont wanna see your worried face again mom, dad. sorry for making it all uneasy. i promise I wont make it worse anymore. trust me.'

sekarang, bagaimana kabar dunia?
dipantau dari dunia pertwitteran terus terang saya tidak ketinggalan2 amat. thank technology and pocket internet. the hottest gossip issue after the death of Mbah Surip is I think the Marshanda's Video. wow I just watched the video and feel eventually surprised. how come a Marshanda did such thing like that? unbelievable. but I personally feel that infotainment and media info just enlarge the main problem of her. well, hello 2009. where's our freedom of expression? weird though, but havent you just seen the other foreigners video? it can be much worse. so why dont we stop talking about her and just let her enjoy her life?
life sucks, anyway. so dont make it worse.

oke udahan ya gosipnya. mau surfing di dunia maya yang sudah lama saya tinggalkan hehe.

TTYL gossipers! xxx