Late Holiday Souvenirs

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Hi

I'm back,
feel so sorry about being less productive around here. and I just figured out about my unimportant-so-short updates recently.
blame my lovely SCHOOL.

xxx,

Sudden Getaways

dad just told me that we are going to vacation tomorrow morning until Tuesday. so sad to leave Jakarta, but excited enough to have a getaway from this daily routines.
so see ya on Wednesday! :3

Raining Fireworks

today is so lame, pardon my rudeness here
but, this evening was not as bad as this afternoon.

I got a very bad mood this afternoon and I was stuck at home which made it worse.
I need to go. I talked to my self. someone should take me outta here. and I called Erd, and he picked me up in the next half hour. (so fast..)
Erd needed to eat so we went to mcd and I ate ice cream to lift up my mood. Ice cream is truly the girl's best friend ever. firstly I still acted so badly to him because of my mood and without any clear reason I was so upset with him too. my bad, erd. so sorry. and he still treated me sooooo perfectly well even I was so rude to him. isnt he a good boyfriend for me?

this evening was takbiran night and tomorrow is Idul Fitri for Moslems. so the streets and roads in Jakarta tonight was so extremely uncrowded, and there are soooooomany fireworks sparkled in the sky, in spite of the raining and the cold weather.

I really love this combination.
Uncrowded Jakarta, raining, evening, cold weather, fireworks on the sky, and my lover whom I hug so tight until I couldnt feel my hands again.

it makes my day, really.
thank you love ♥

Upset

Since too many unwanted person watch me on twitter, I think i'd write my emotion here.
Now on I'm so upset. Everybody seems very happy to make me mad. Even the people who should know me better. Yes, it's you man. And you too young lady. If I cant take more control of my emotion, maybe this post would be fulfilled by dirty words. And of course I can.

Semua salah, dan gue selalu salah. Gue yang pecundang, atau emang dunia yang mempencundangi gue?
sekarang, kalau lagi down kaya gini, gue mesti lari ke siapa?

Seriously I'm not in the good mood for everybody. And I post it from mobile phone.

Sat, Sept 19th 2.30 pm

after 4 days ++

welcome holidaaaaaay!

see ya guys I gotta go
spending time with my guys
and outta these daily stuff I used to touch
happy holiday, happy lebaran
meet you sooner,
xx

Goals and Try Out

looks like I didn't keep my words then another lack of updates here. 'busy' is always be my first reason before 'lazy' hehehe :)

oh ya hari minggu kemarin gue try out inten pertama lho. waw. gue merasa tertampar habis-habisan (sedikit lebay). kemana saja saya selama 2 bulan pertama sekolah ini? dulu saja awal masuk pernah berjanji ke diri sendiri kalo akan berusaha. tapi, apakah saya berusaha sekeras yang saya janjikan? jawabannya, ya tentu. eh tapi.... kurang sih sebenernya. hmmmmm, oke. tidak sama sekali malah.

hasilnya? peringkat yang tidak baik untuk diumbarkan disini.

kecewa? tentu.
tapi sehabis mengetahui hasil try out pertama itu, saya langsung mendapat konseling dari inten. dan kalimat pertama yang gue tangkep, 'apa itu berarti kalian masuk ui kalo peringkat try outnya tinggi?'
oke gue kembali tersenyum.

in baru awal, semua belum berakhir. lebih baik jatuh di awal daripada jatuh di akhir. karena itu perjuangan masih panjang. masih ada waktu untuk mengejar. tidak perlu stres, tapi jangan terlalu santai. ini baru awal, masih ada waktu.

Monday Blues

who said Monday is good? it's definitely not, and I totally hate Monday, as always.

oke mungkin ada pengaruhnya juga kemarin postingan terakhir gue kan jam 1, akhirnya tadi pagi gue bangun jam 6 kurang 15. dimana seharusnya gue berangkat sekolah jam 6 kurang 30. crap. masih agak percaya gak percaya liat jam di hp udah 5.46. pas nyawa udah kekumpul baru deh kan tuh panik lari-lari nyari anduk langsung mandi. (yes, I still take a bath even I wake up late. that's my ethic code as a student)

abis mandi gue langsung turun (lari) ke bawah. dan lemes langsung ngeliat meja makan bersih kinclong tanpa makanan. double crap. nyokap-bokap-adek gue semuanya juga bangun telat ternyata dan nyokap ga sempet masak apa-apa. no offense friend, I'm not fasting in case you're too curious to know. dan boleh gue ulang nama penyakit gue akhir2 ini? yep. radang lambung. dimana seharusnya gue ga boleh makan telat, apalagi gak sarapan. dan oh ya. hari ini puasa dimana gakan ada orang jualan makanan pagi-pagi gitu. dan kantin sekolah juga dipastikan tutup semua. triple crap. untung mama pinter, beli roti langsung 2 gue embat semua masukin ke tas.

udah jam 6 lewat ternyata, udah gak mungkin lagi nebeng mobil papa dengan kemacetan kalimalang ya amit amit kampay hoek banget itu ya. jalan deh keliling komplek nyari tukang ojek. dan ya ampuuun, gak ada tukang ojek! paniklah si eneng. mau gimana coba masa iya gue lari ke sekolah. namun tiba-tiba gue mendengar suara motor dari belakang, dan tampaklah tukang ojek nganggur yang bercahaya menyelamatkan hidup gue sambil berkata, 'ojek neng?'

udah kan setelah morning madness itu gue pun sampai di sekolah dengan sehat. ketemu rein, langsung gue bombardir dengan cerita gue. eh komen dia cuma gini,
'kalo gue jadi lo ya un mending gue ga sekolah deh.'
ya ampun, ide itu sama sekali tak terlintas di benakku. dan ya, tadi sekolah ternyata cuma nyampah doang gue. ga ngapa2in gila.

tapi ada yang gue suka dari sekolah gue nih, selama bulan puasa 1 jam pelajaran jadi 30 menit dan pulang sekolah jam 12.05! whoaaaa I love you SMAN 81 Jakarta tercinta!

oke kembali ke 'i hate monday' topic
abis pulang gue kan ke pijjahat ya sama temen2 yang emang ga puasa juga (maaf2 yaa huahua), abis ketawa ketiwi dan cerita ceriti kita pulang deh.nyampe rumah gue lgsg nonton dan leha-leha sambil main piano dikit-dikit kan ya. terus baru inget mau nyari nada dan chord lagu baru di hp gue. dan ya ampun gatau crap ke berapa kali. pas gue cari si hp putih kecilku itu gak ada. tapi bb gue masih ada (lega). udah siap2 kan tuh gue ngiklasin si mungil nokia, tiba2 erdian nelpon ke bb. ternyata hp gue ketinggalan di mobil ditoooo. ya ampuuuuuuuuun crap crap crap crap!

cant I just have a normal Monday?
well hope we'll get better tuesday tomorrow, we'll see.

hugssss,

V

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Dagi Dig Dug Duwar

oke bukannya ngerjain tugas gue malah posting blog dan bala-bala di dunia maya tadi. bagus. finally I ended up with doing homework too hurry dan asal-asalan. pas udah selese, wih lega. pas jam 12 malem. abis itu tinggal print kan ya. eh emang dasar bebek bau giginya tonggos. printer gue tiba-tiba gak bisa dipake aaaaaaaaaargh tidaaaaak. gila panik belalang kupu kupu banget gue malem-malem gini nyari tempat print dimane beraaayyy. mana udah capek2 ngetik panjang lebar.dag dig dug kan jadinya woot woot. namun tiba-tiba hati gue berkata, tenang dulu tenang. coba cari jalan keluarnya. dan dengan cerdas nan eloknya gue sedikit mengutak ngatik printer serta komputer dan, bala! jadi deh print-an tugas gue uhukukuku. i'm so proud hik hik (terharu)

okelah sekarang udah malem, gotta hit the bed pals. besok sekolah jam setengah 7 cuy kurang pagi apalagi coba itu mah ('hah masih jaman sekolah? makanya kuliaaaah' kata mereka. eits, 'sabar yak setaun lagi kok')
KISSES!

Turning Blue Turquoise

(source)

I changed my layout themes. again for this month. someone once asked me, 'why red?' I answered 'because I am a passionate person as the red it is.' now, after I changed the color, the other asked me again, 'why turquoise?' and I haven't found the answer yet. malah bertanya tanya sendiri, iya yah kenapa jadi biru toska gini? oh ya. mungkin hal-hal ini bisa dijadikan alasan. this blue-turquoise is one of my favorite color. on the other hand, I'm chasing the institute which the color of the jacket is biru toska. else, I'm feeling blue rite now. that's it.

how was your weekend then? mine's bad. I keep getting mood swing and I don't feel like talking to anyone now. rasanya pengen pergi ke suatu tempat yang sepi sendirian terus main kembang api sambil lompat-lompat sama teriak-teriak. tapi takut disangka orang gila, gajadi deh. hhhm this week is a total mess, but the worst thing is, the fact that school starts tomorrow. duh.

anyway, Happy Fasting folks :3
luurf,
V

Finally, Proposal!

yaaa setelah ngider pengen nonton di bioskop sehabis beberapa bulan mendekam di rumah karena sakit kemarin, finally I went outside and watch movie. yuhuu. sounds pathetic uh? haha I dont care bcs yesterday I watched the best romantic commedy movie of this year so far,The Proposal

ceritanya ya emang cliche and typical, but I love to see the truly funny plot and conversation. Ryan Reynold is amazingly cute and Sandra Bullock is a real queen of romantic comedy movie. agak ngingetin devil wears prada sih apalagi tentang boss galak, tp it's much better than that. lucu aja ngeliat bos sama sekretaris yang tadinya kucing-kucingan tp lama lama fall for each other juga. aaa this movie is totally recommended for sure
my fave quote

Margaret, will you marry me? Because I'd like to date you.

Andrew Paxton

ciao movie lovers! <3

Say what?

the sentence I mostly said this week is,

" not even close "

dont ask me why cos I also have no idea as you are.
have a nice weekend birdie!

Mess Around

I'm totally a creep these days. finding my self dont talk to brother for a while (until now), and having an argument with father. what a great great great great week. taking me to the most guilty feeling, but this pride wins. don't blame me for making all mess around. I just cant help my self fooling around. I utterly did all foolishly. but this unfairness thing is killing me. well, it's the truth. if this world were that fair, the court wouldnt be exist anymore. then, the question is, does an apology still exist?

RT @vavain: I should hv support frm a place called home. Not this pressure. Thank you for making me a mess without seeing my condition. about 10 hours ago

RT @vavain: I'm the outsiders. Who's gonna outta here? about 11 hours ago

You've Got Mail

call me late, but I just watched this movie this afternoon. so 90's and I found out that this movie was out in 1998. well I'm just a kiddy that year so no wonder I just watched it now (pembelaan). and things I wanna share here is not how old the movie is but it's the movie it is. honestly, 'youve got mail' is so typical Hollywood movie and nothing more special to explain. but the story and its plot gave me alot of thought. its cyber love condition and the fact how the instant messaging and email was so useful attracted me.
too cliche, yes. but enjoyable to see the story. 2 people met in a chat-room, using nicknames and hide all the specification of the real life. then they met in real life as a rival and never realized that they kept sending email each other in the cyber world. until one day the man suggested them to meet each other and when the man found out his cyber friend was also his rival, he ran. he was away for a moment until he figured out his feeling, he fell for the woman. and so on. as another drama holywood movie, it ended happily with the man and the woman who felt the same way as the man, being together and be honest to themselves. lovely.

now on,as I'm typing this post and chatting with some friends, I'm wondering how the story is so impossible in this age. but we'll never know what's coming to us. so who knows?

p.s.: and my favorite sentences of the movie is

I wanted it to be you. I wanted it to be you so badly.

Kathleen Kelly

Communicative

so, this is how the communication working in this age
when you feel so bad to someone and you cant spill it out just write it down on the super cyber world. then, voila. that 'someone' might read it without question. without effect you real life. and both of your life still go on well.
very good. I'll follow this lifestyle. watch me